Breakfast: 1 bowl of watermelon
S: a little low carb ice cream
Lunch: turkey sub (lots of onions, tomatoes, bell peppers, jalepenos on it)
S: more watermelon!
D: boiled chicken, brown rice, sweet peas/string bean combo
I changed the name because this is how I feel. like this is not my body. I know there is a great body underneath this one and I am going to find it come hell or highwater.
Yes, I said it. I know that we bigger gals aren’t supposed to say that because we’re supposed to celebrate that everyone is different and we have curves. Well, I don’t know about anyone else, but along with my curves, I have lumps. I took some more pictures of myself today to see if there had been any progress since the last few weeks have passed. I look the same to me. Granted, there’s only been about a 5 lbs loss since then, but I always expect that new picture to be a complete turn around. I mean, I look at myself in the mirror everyday and do not see the same thing as when I look at pictures. I will amend that statement above to “I hate the way my body is now”
I took my blood pressure this morning and it was 114/74. That’s pretty normal for me. I am worried about it becoming high since I had really high blood pressure when I was pregnant. I dont want that to come back, so I’m working hard to make sure I track it.
I did Y!F for 30 minutes just now and plan on taking a walk with the baby later, after a quick shopping trip. (Still haven’t done groceries, ha!)
So far to eat all I’ve had is a bowl of watermelon. I really have to watch the melon, I tend to overeat it. It’s the sugar that I’m worried about, not calories.
Anyway, I’m off for a shower. Will record what I eat today later.