B: small bowl of oatmeal w/maybe 1 cup of strawberries
S: handful of cashews
L: turkey sub w/veggie toppings
S: cantaloupe, couple of more cashews
D: 3 low carb meats balls, peas…might have a little bit more cantaloupe before 8 oclock
Is VERY depressing. I can’t wear most of those clothes. most are a size 10-12 with a few 14s and 16s. I can wear the 14s. but the 16s fit more comfortably. I so want to fit back in a size 10 and maybe even down to an 8. My major problem area is my gut 
I can do it though, I will fit those clothes again!
No exercise today and that was planned, but those 2 chocolate chip cookies I had were not!
I went to subway and asked for one chocolate chip cookie, and sandwich and a bottled water. The person who works there started telling me they couldn’t just sell me one cookie, it needed to be 2 so it would be a meal. She wanted to argue, so I said, Okay, just give me 2. It was like the old days with me eating crap and then feeling like crap afterwards. I felt so sick and I know that I didn’t need to eat both cookies and shouldn’t have asked for the first one. So lesson learned. I had nothing but fruit and water the rest of the day.