I’m struggling here for sure. My weight has been going back and forth between the same 5 lbs for the last month. I really need to kick it into high gear. I’m going home in 2 weeks and I don’t want my parents to wonder how it is that I’ve been going to the gym everyday and I look exactly the same. That would just crush me.

I need motivation. At night I’ve got it. I get into bed every night and I say “tomorrow I’m going to really watch what I eat” but then it doesn’t happen. I’m so good about going to the gym too. I’m not even worried about the exercise part. The food is what really concerns me. It’s so hard for me to resist temptation and it’s even harder to eat healthy on a college campus. The only time I can actually be sure of the amount of calories I’m eating is when I eat something pre-packaged. I’m definitely stressing out.

I’ve been drinking more water so that’s good. And I definitely feel changes in my legs. But that’s about it. Tomorrow the plan is to run 3 miles, do sit-ups, and weights. Also I need to watch my calorie intake tomorrow so I’m going to pre-select everything I’m going to eat for tomorrow and add it into my food log.

Oh, just a side note. I had the Healthy Selections Asian Postickers for dinner the other night. I didn’t like it. For me it was too spicy but for others it might be good. I’m going to stick to the spinach parmesan and the pumpkin squash ravioli. Those two are delicious!

*I’m going to eat right tomorrow!*