TOM-enhanced Mood

Feeling very discontented with the week.  I have a lot of resentment inside me. Maybe it’s being “enhanced” by TOM, but it’s not over nothing or petty stuff.     It’s directed towards others, but I need to do something about it.  And I don’t mean have a hissy fit or clobbering someone.  I mean do something about the part that I can control.  My reactions and responses.  Communicating my expectations and feelings. 

Speaking of TOM, I unwisely stepped on the scale this morning.  Not pretty.  Up a couple pounds.  Now why did I decide to that when I know there’s bloating going on.  I guess my bad choices aren’t limited to food.

It rained a wee bit yesterday, but we didn’t get any seepage in our basement.  Bf needs to remove the paneling from the one wall in the basement where the water gets in so the waterproofing people can look at it.  It seems like the past few years, we’ve had enough heavy rains to experience the seepage multiple times during the year.  This year alone, 2009, less than 3 months into it and in the WINTER to boot, we had two instances of it.  I hate to see what the wall/foundation looks like behind that paneling.  We don’t have chronic dampness in the basement or bad odors, but I wouldn’t be surprised if there’s some mold in that spot… In a twisted sort of way, I hope to see a visible crack so it’s obvious where the water comes through.   Have the waterproofing co repair it and be done with it. 

Last night I was home with the dog, and he was being whiney.  He needed some exercise.  I should have taken him for a walk, but it was sort of rainy.  I wish I’d done it right after I got home.  It wasn’t raining steadily, just off and on sprinkles, so it’s not like we’d get soaked.  But we played a little bit and he eventually settled down.  I watched some tv and read.  I did some exercise while watching tv, but not a full workout.  Some lower body, ab work, and push ups. 

Nothing going on today - no meetings scheduled.  I didn’t bring my lunch.  At lunch I might shop for a camisole to wear under tops that are a little bit too low for modesty’s sake.  What I already own seems to be cut just as low and are no help.

I will go to the gym tonight!  No excuses!

4 Comments so far

  1. lindat on March 25th, 2009

    I have that same issue with tops. I am not gonna flash cleavage, at work or other times! That is just not me. I ahvea couple of tops that are like that and they havea black inset. What I wear under those is a black aerobics bra.. a Champion one that is like the ones the ladies wear on TBL. The scoop neck part looks like a t shirt and it works great.

  2. Kelly on March 25th, 2009

    That’s a good idea Linda had.

    Enjoy the gym!

  3. fatgirlagain on March 25th, 2009

    I dont have to worry about being too modest , not a bartenders requirment and I dont have anything to show LOL Hope tom isnt to bad!!

  4. missmelanie on March 26th, 2009

    I was just thinking this morning how much I would hate to live in the midwest and have to deal with winter for months upon months. I did that while growing up in Colorado and I sure don’t miss it. I hear you on getting out in the evening; if you don’t do it right off, it never seems to happen. As for the camisoles, check out Champion sports camisoles at Target. I bought one in the girls’ department–an XL–that works just perfectly under low cut sweaters etc. Also, JJill has some that offer more coverage both up top and are longer and so does Newport News.

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