To blog or not to blog…
Arg. I can’t count the times I have started a blog then deleted it all. The reasons vary, but mainly it’s because I end up feeling stupid. If I think no one reads it then I’m talking to myself… awkward. I already know what’s in my head! (Yes, I know that getting it written out is still therapeutic, I never claimed logic was involved here.) If people do read it then, well, that’s scary because then everyone will see what an idiot I am. So, in the end it turns out to be stressful and I let it go. But every so often I get the urge to vent, wax philosophical, or just plan through the things swirling around in my brain. And another blog is born.
Today I’m feeling really weird. And I am reasonably sure it’s withdrawal from discontinuing Celexa. I feel worse today than yesterday. The world is twirling around me and it feels like I’m either overdosed on cold meds or had a bit too much alcohol - but without the fun loopiness that comes with either of those. Mostly I’m trying to take it easy because otherwise I really think I might throw up. =/
Problem is, I still want to workout, and workout hard. Well, I’ll try for my workout as planned and see what happens. The withdrawal can’t last too long I imagine, and I’ll simply have to do my best until it ends.