thin girl in a fat girl suit - fighting to get out

New Years Resolution 101

well I gained back 3 of the 7.7 that I lost..However I am back on the wagon or rather the treadmill.  On MOnday I actually got my husband to get up at 5:30am to workout with me and he has been doing it every since.   I belive with a firm support system here at home [...]

I have fallen and can’t get up…

I havent weighed in in over a month, I ma back at my starting weight I THINK   and I am sick again….I need to work out but here I sit playing online…..Why do I say I want to lose weight then do the exact opposite?   

Wednesday after the Weigh in

OK so I lost 2.8 today- without a weigh in last week bringing my 3 week total to 7.7lbs WOO HOO. My goal this week is just to keep drinking the water and getting abck on the treadmill. I can do this. We talked about Thanksgiving today and do you know that even THINKING about [...]

Hello world!

Today is Week 2 day 3 of WW.  On Wednesday I lost 4.4lbs. I am worried it is temporary. It was always temporary before.  I was thin, 15 yrs ago. I was anorexic once, I was different.  Now I am almost 40 over 200lbs and different.  I have to do this, I want to be [...]