I’m nervous the weight will come back. I like being smaller, I really really do and want to do whatever it takes to stay this way. I have this fear that all my hard work will go up in smoke, like it’s all a dream and I’ll have to go back to wearing big clothes, feeling miserable and ugly. When I gained in the past it came on SO fast (or seems that way looking back). It scares me that the same can happen again. I’m getting used to my body, and the confidence. When will this anxiety go away?