Good morning friends!
I have found that it is easier for me to find the time to post if I get it done first thing in the morning, so here I am.
Yesterday … I limped around most of the day, but by the evening the pain was a little less severe. I jogged in place (lmao) to see what would happen - I STILL really wanted to go to my kickboxing class. My 12 yo looked at me like I was crazy. He was like Mom, you are hurt, why would you want to go exercise? So I explained I like my class, and I really wanted to have Fri-Sat as rest days to spend with them (kids). He said, so naturally .. So you rest Fri and Sat and you exercise Sunday and Monday. See, I guess I still have this weird obsessiveness about it. What seems like the obvious answer to others, is such a difficult decision for me. Or what shouldn’t even BE a decision … if you are hurt, why risk hurting yourself further? The answer is because I always live my life on the edge of being afraid of stopping, that each time I stop (when it isn’t a sCHEDULED rest day) the exercising will stop altogether and I will gain a hundred pounds back. Pretty crappy way to live.
But I didn’t go, I rested. And I do feel better today. I am still limping here and there, but nothing like yesterday. I even slept a little on my hip last night and initially as I rolled there was discomfort, but no pain like the night before. So it is definitely improving. I guess today will also be a rest day … and problem is, even if I wake up feeling fabulous tomorrow, I have zero time this weekend. We will see what happens.
So last night I finished cutting the grass (lol, yeah, not exactly resting) and decided to do food shopping so I don’t have to go over the weekend, since I had a free evening. I will still need to go back for more produce, but got a good chunk of stuff purchased. I baked some homemade bread to use in a french toast dish I want to make tomorrow. I cleaned out the twin’s drawers and closets - GEEZ they have so much clothing! I definitely do NOT need to buy them anymore summer clothes! And I filled a kitchen garbage bag with clothing of mine that I haven’t worn in a long time, but keep holding on to. I also learned a lesson:
Do not buy clothing you will never wear just because it is on sale for a great price.
I got rid of 4 or 5 shirts with tags on them still that I bought, oh, probably 3 or 4 years ago! I suppose I could throw some stuff on ebay, but to be honest, I just want to get it out of the house while I am motivated. It is sitting in the car waiting to be donated.
So, all in all, I guess it was a pretty productive day!
While at the supermarket, I was craving chocolate sooooooooo badly. I thought about baking something healthy - but even doing that, I knew I would eat more than one serving. So I bought myself a 3 musketeers. Chocolate satisfaction that I can fit into my calorie budget, lol. And I ate it, enjoyed it, and didn’t keep on eating all night.
The county I live in is sponsoring this 8 week program for families to help combat obesity in children. It sounded really interesting. Unfortunately, your children have to be between 9 - 14. Hmmph.
Food today:
B: EB on EM again, sprinkle of bacon pcs, half pc lowfat cheese, coffee
S: Apple or pear
L: Sandwich, unsure
S: Fruit
D: Grilled steak, baked potato, veggies
Drink more water today!
Oh, yesterday I made a really neat sandwich. It would have made a great wrap (if I had wraps). I did a layer of avocado slices, then I made a ’salad’ of crab meat (imitation, like in seafood salad) with diced cucumber and a little light mayo. Layered that on for a California Roll Sandwich!
Okay, getting to work. Hugs!
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Coming back to finish up. Diane, you are SOOO RIGHT! But I like to think I am a “reformed shopaholic” … lol, only because I have NO CHOICE! Haha. And Linda, YUP! I remember hearing Stacey say - you should only buy something that you ABSOLUTELY LOVE and feel wonderful in. That makes sense, but I would spend a lotttttttttttttt of time shopping then!
I am in bed on my laptop. Hip is ticking me off. Ate a PB&Jelly .. well, fruit spread, for lunch. Since I didn’t join boss and coworkers for lunch at Five Guys Burgers & Fries earlier this week (theres a new one here, geez!), he actually sent me $ to take the kids this weekend … and then told DD about it, so I guess we are going, lol. See, I can’t stay mad at him. He is very good to us. Kids have been working with me all week. So I just have to deal with his little quirks.
Weekend plan is 9 am HOA meeting (ugh), 10 am kids arrive to babysit (MBFF’s 3 kiddos). Noon we are going to grill hot dogs for lunch, have to figure out sides. Her kids are superrrrrrrrrrrrr picky, so probably something like Mac and Cheese. Then 1 pm we are heading down to the river where the opening celebration of this new park is. Two years in the making, should be nice, right on the water (Hudson River). Saturday evening, hanging out with my own kiddos. No hiking this weekend, unless I really feel better. Maybe will go see UP, I’ve heard great things about it. Then, Sunday we are packing a picnic lunch and heading to MBFF’s development to the pool. If I feel good Sunday morning, I think I might try a run. Pool all day, then for dinner we will do 5 guys on the way home, which works out. No cooking for me after a long day in the sun! Or at least we HOPE for no sun!
shallweshrink
June 26th, 2009 at 10:11 am
I am a weirdo about the exercise, too, and I haven’t lost 100 pounds, so don’t feel bad.
And, I have been reading your blog and I just wanted to say, I think you are an awesome Mom! I love that you do stuff with the kids and you cook. None of the moms around here do that, so kudos to you!
loosingme
June 26th, 2009 at 10:24 am
glad the hip feels better. Its really ok if you are too busy to exercise….life happens…..just make sure you fit it in when you do have time. You have to allow yourself to let life happen, ya know?
I am so gulity of buying clothes just because they are a steal too…..I once read, you should rid your closet of one piece of clothing for every new pc of clothing you bring in. Seems pretty reasonable to me…..I did it for a while, and then seemed to stop, and now I have a whole dang closet to clean out. And OMG….I have three huge garbage bags full of kids clothes to give away ( if my step sis ever comes and gets them) or donate ( which I hate to do because there is a ton of abercrombie stuff in there) Hey, what size does DS wear??? LOL
have a great weekend, kelly. That sandwich sounds awesome!!!!! yum!!!!!!
lindat
June 26th, 2009 at 1:57 pm
I am glad you rested. Joint pain is nothing to mess around with and work thghou. Muscle pain, sure.. but joints? Umm nope
I have the same clsoet you do I think. I buy stuff because it looks “okay” and then I get home and have to forvce myself to wear it. No more. never again. On that show what not to wear they said the same thing.. Only buy clothes if you love them, not because they are just okay or on sale! That is what we used to do as fat girls because dang it, it was tough to find clothes we loved.
IO made a californai roll salad a mohnt or two ago.. the best.. only change I made was to add diced up nori to the salad to make it mroe authentic
loosingme
June 26th, 2009 at 2:16 pm
I will def keep you in mind if she doesn’t come by and pick them up. There are mostly 12’s in there, some 10’s. But if she doesn’t come by, I will pick through them for you. I think I still have your address!
moonfairy
June 26th, 2009 at 2:17 pm
The other day on the morning show they had a list of questions to determine whether or not you were a shopaholic. The scale was from 1 being not really and 7 being yeah, I do that. So two of the questions were if you still have clothes in your closet with tags on them and an uncontrollable closet. LOL. This post tells me you’re a 7 on both of those.
I’ve never purchased something just b/c it was on sale but I have purchased stuff that I liked at the time and then got it home and thought “what was I thinking?”.
Get some rest. Don’t push it or you’ll end up like me. Heaven forbid. Listen to your body.
Have a great weekend!
loosingme
June 26th, 2009 at 2:31 pm
Have you ever eaten at five guys? OMG…if not, get ready for one of the best burgers you have ever had….seriously. LOL
laura705
June 26th, 2009 at 2:42 pm
Hope the hip pain eases up and that you have a great weekend!
loosingme
June 26th, 2009 at 7:06 pm
Well, I have never been to a sonic, but I didn’t know a thing about five guys when they opened one at the mall by my house a few years ago. I was like, oh hamburgers…big deal….and the boys were bugging me to go, so one day we went…and I was amazed at the deliciousness ( is that a word??) I then had to tell myself I couldn’t go, everytime I went to work at the mall, though I must admit to breaking down a few times and going in and getting myself a cheeseburger to take home after work! I suggest getting the little cheeseburger (one patty) with the works! Oh gosh, now I am thinking about it! LOL the sauteed onions and the mushrooms are the best on it!! And those buns they use….yummy. Well, enjoy. LOL
canadagirl
June 27th, 2009 at 12:31 am
take care of that hip missy… I have started this thing with my clothes well last year i was a size 12 and now i am an 8-10 so i finally got rid of the size 12 and all the size 0 1 3 and 5 … sigh…. everytime i wear a piece of my clothing i turn the coat hanger around I am gonna do this for 6 months and what ever is lef tthat hasnt been turned in 6 months i will give away… now if only i could come up with a solution for kids toys… I need to get back into exercising again i have been off 14 weeks since i broke my tail bone have a great weekend