The day I took a picture

Posted by kaylajay on May 28th, 2012 |Filed Under Uncategorized |

So I hate that my friends can post pictures of me on FB. And I hate that I still look like I do. I was doing so good felt really great and then saw the pictures from yesterday and WOW do I have far to go still!!! It makes me never want to eat again. And it makes me want to eat a big cheeseburger. and never leave my house again, at least until I look better. dangit!!! I’m so EMBARRASSED that I let myself go like this. I just need to let this be the push to keep me going instead of letting it bring me down.. I still have to figure out how to do that. Oh god. My face is SO FREAKING FAT I can’t even handle it. and I actually felt confident yesterday! looking like I do! WTF is wrong with me.

Tell you what though, I can’t wait to work out after work!

Sorry that this is such a downer I’m just feeling overwhelmed by how gross I am.


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  1. unskinnygirl on May 28, 2012 10:24 am

    I know exactly what you mean. I’ve lost almost 70 pounds and I still feel that way from time to time. It will get better! Just keep plugging along! Don’t let this be a set back!!!!!

  2. meganw on May 28, 2012 11:33 am

    I’ve felt the exact same way before! But you’re right, you need to use that as motivation to keep pushing!

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