I am deffinitly not back on track. I JUST ATE A DONUT! I’m getting pretty mad at myself because I’m not eating right at all or going to the gym and I find myself eating just too much. I don’t want to give up or put anymore weight back on! I’m at a standstill of about 189/190…which is alright considering my original goal was to be 189 by December first. Ugh I am just such a sucker for derailment. It is so hard to get back on the right track.
I’ve been so distracted with lots of things in life and that is really not an excuse. I want to go back to how I was! I can do this. I just need to start right now. Why did I eat a donut? Really? Now I’m scared of the holidays…
December 2nd, 2008 at 11:11 am
2 Responses to “WHAT IS GOING ON?”

OK, you ate a donut. But instead of throwing in the towel and eating the rest of the box you wrote about it instead. That’s huge progress for most of us b/c when we tend to make a bad choice we stay away from this site until we have gotten back on track. The donut is history but your future is within your control. Take control, you can do this!
December 2, 2008 @ 4:26 pm55 pounds is awesome! You have come a long way! I wonder if sleeping in your workout clothes and doing it first thing in the morning may help? just a thought! Hang in there, you can do this!
December 2, 2008 @ 11:12 pm