This morning I weighed myself and I weight 190.5! I was so shocked because I haven’t really been doing that great and I have been so busy (which really isn’t a good excuse) so I haven’t gotten to the gym. But I am happy because I’m ahead of my goal! My  goal was to be at 189 by December 1st and at the rate I’m going I will get there before then!

I am just really excited about my weight loss. I am so close to losing 55 lbs and I really didn’t think that was possible. 4 months ago I was so depressed and I just ate and ate all the time. I thought eating made me feel better. I buried my feelings into my food and I really didn’t see it getting better. I cried everyday and I knew that I needed to do something about it but it didn’t really click. Everyone can lose weight I think but there has to be a decision both from the inside and out if that makes sense. It has to click! My life has gotten so much better. My confidence has improved so much. I feel like I’m worth it and guys even stare at me when I walk by now! I always felt like I was doomed to be ignored and I didn’t know if my confidence would ever pick up.

To those of you who are struggling and feel like you will never really be able to get out of it, keep on going. It is so hard but it is so worth it. I truly believe if I can do it, anyone can.

I feel better than I have in…a really long time.