I really shouldn’t be this frustrated but I am! I also shouldn’t weigh myself everyday. I stepped on the scale this morning after a 1500 calorie workout yesterday and I actually gained two pounds. I know I had a little bit more dark chocolate than I should have but really? 2 lbs? I know I am probably overreacting. I think I’m becoming a bit obsessed. I’m doing well. I’m eating healthy and I’m exercising. I’m really not doing anything wrong. So why am I not happy with the results? I’ve lost 25 pounds in a month. I just need to be proud of myself.

Does anyone else feel like no matter what it won’t be good enough? No matter how much I exercise, no matter how healthy I eat, how much sleep I get, and how much water I drink, sometimes I just feel like I will never reach my goal. I’ve been dieting too long to sometimes see the end results. I need to stop thinking like this.

For this week my goal is to put the scale away and weigh myself a week from today. Then I won’t be so obsessed and I will hopefully get a happy number next Wednesday. I can do this. I need to keep telling myself that. And even when I feel like giving up and eating a chickfila sandwich or a burger from five guys I have already come this far. I can’t give up. I need to just keep watching the Biggest Loser. Those people work their asses off.

So I just needed to rant about my frustration even if I do seem absolutely ridiculous.