Why, hello there! Lets see my name is Steph and I am a 24 year old sexy, vivacious, beautiful, out going, way to sexual, fat chick. I weigh about 275 right now and I’m re-beginning to count my calories and become more active tomorrow. Ill post pictures and other stuff soon. Food has been my obsession since I was a little girl. I grew up in Tulsa, OK until about the age of ten before I moved here to Texas. My mom and dad were divorced by my second bday and split me and my 3 siblings down the middle. My mom began to go to medical school during the day and taught night school to keep us afloat. Not only did she not really know how to cook, but she didn’t have the time. Before she married my step father we had a different resturant to eat at every night. i wasn’t even a little chubby then. My sister and i were very active so it all balanced. When i turned ten my mother married a doctor, moved us to texas, and began her residency. Not only did we keep even worse eating habbits, but we didnt really have anyone to play with so the weight just kept on building. I HAVE BEEN OBESE SINCE THE AGE OF ELEVEN. Once we settled in i made a group of girl friends who were all very accepting and supportive so my true personality was nutured besides my weight. I get hit on at bars, clubs, driving down the road constantly. Confidence really is important and I have PLENTY of that. The problem really is that I can’t quite keep my panties on, therefore holding down a man gets a little more complicated. Well that and I have HORRIBLE taste in men. But thats not what this is about. This is about the whole me weighing 275lbs. Let me add some something about my three older siblings : They all look like barbie dolls, my brother is even the spitting life size image of Ken. I mean blonde hair, skinny, beautiful faces, and we are all witty, intelligent, and the life of the party. I’ve been told my whole life that out of the four of us I have the most beautiful face of them all. But if you pay close attension to the people who say those things look at their eyes right after they say that… you’ll see pity. A woman pulled me aside at church when I was 17 and sat at a fabulous 217lbs and told me “you have a natural models face, just work on the body and you’ll be happy.” Man, people get upset when you calla lady a bitch in church! But in all truths, I am unhealthy, overwieght, and unhappy about it. My senior year of highschool I began to count my calories and in two months i lost 30lbs. I have no idea why i stopped. Next year is a very important year for me. In January my oldest sister will have her first child (a girl! and also the first planned pregnancy in our family since the 50’s!) I’ll be 25, finishing my first book, oh and the most important : My life long best friend is getting married in October and I am her Maid of Honor. Her fiance, the most perfect man in the world for her, loves her to the end of time. She could weigh 800lbs and he would tell her every pound was the most beautiful thing in the world. They are the type of couple that look and you know God made them for each other. I want nothing more to stand by her on that special day and I’m telling right now: I WILL NOT BE A FAT MAID OF HONOR! So, welcome to my blog and lets have some fun. I’ll write more later, but if i don’t actually work my boss / mother will kill me. TTYL!
Posted on November 2nd, 2009 by kaedynn23
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