Blogging instead of binging…

Today was a really rough day. Work kinda sucked, people were, in general either jerks or idiots. There really wasn’t any other category. I stressed and did my best and didn’t yell at anyone, but OMIGOSH I wanted to so bad.

I also found out my cousin is pregnant, which is great news. I’m very happy for her… but I’m also jealous because she’s a lot younger than me, and I’ve been wanting kids for a few years. AND I’ve already been harassed that I should be the first one to make my grandparents ‘great-grands’ since I’m the oldest… Well I’m getting married in 5 weeks, hold your freakin horses!

Going with the wedding theme… I found out my mother wants to wear a *white* dress to my wedding. My traditional wedding. My wedding where I will be wearing an ivory dress. To make matters worse, my dad loves the dress and insists she’s keeping it. Does she not know how awkward that will look in the wedding photos? Her dress will be just a couple shades off from mine and it will look really bad. :(

Thinking about talking to her about it just makes me see the scenario in my head. I’ll talk to her, and suggest she gets a different color dress for the wedding, and she’ll start crying and going on about how she never does anything right despite me telling her that the dress looks good but this is my wedding and I only get one shot at the photos… then my dad will pop in with yelling at me for making my mom upset and how I should stop being so selfish…

ALL OF THIS MAKES ME WANT TO EAT A PINT OF ICE CREAM… ugh. so yeah. blogging instead of binging. I know this has nothing to do with diet and weight loss but I had to do SOMETHING before I ate my refrigerator….