Gosh. I love this movie. I could watch this movie over and over again and never be sick of it.

Anyhow, today was alright day. I had work from 9am - 7pm. I was alone with the boss for the first five hours of my shift. She was not in a pissy mood at all. She was marginally happy. Though I dislike working alone with her because she tries to joke around with me and have conversations. It bothers me. I don’t like talking to her and everything she does bothers the crap out of me. I had no one to really chat with for the first five hours. Ugh. Ashley finally came in and made me immediately happy. I hate my boss. I hate my job. However, it’s decent money for what I do and I know I’m looking for another job in the mean time.

Sleepys has not called me back. It’s been almost a week and I’m losing faith. I guess what is meant to be will happen for me. If that doesn’t work out, then it wasn’t for me. Enough said about that. Time to move on.

I’ve been watching The Biggest Loser this season. Last season I did not watch at all and I thought I’d be even less into watching this one but the fact remains that the show still motivates me. And even though there are advertisements thrown into the show and the crying is getting absolutely ridiculous, the results and the people are still real. They are still doing it the right way and that gives me hope.

I’ve been journaling a lot at night time and I think I need to start waking up early to have “me” time. I really miss that. I want to drink my coffee, have a nice breakfast, journal and get my mind in the right place for the rest of the day. It sucks waking up at 8:15 and being out of the house 30 minutes later. It doesn’t give me any time. I always notice I’m in a much better mood when I have time to myself in the morning so this is my new goal for tomorrow. I’ll set the alarm for 7:15am and will hopefully actually wake up at 7:15am. I go to bed decently early every single night. There is no reason for me to sleep any later.

I need to get to the gym tomorrow. I have work 9 - 4 and then I have NINE hours until Drews train comes in. I’m going to go stir crazy thinking about seeing him. I could hit the gym for about an hour and come home to shower, change, relax and maybe head to Ashleys house to watch Glee with Shannon. I’ve GOT to keep myself occupied. Anyhow, I suppose I’ll get going now. It’s almost 11pm and I’m pretty pooped.

Later, all.