The title of this entry is from the song Vanilla Twilight by Owl City. I connected with these lyrics in such a way that I felt the need to share them =)
Today was a good food day. My menu so far has been:

weight watchers muffin - 180
whole grain cheerios - 220
buffalo chicken wrap on whole [...]

Well, the two days that Drew was here came and went. It always happens like that, though. Doesn’t it? We had a wonderful time, as always. He got in real late on Wednesday evening so we spent the night cuddling and soon after fell asleep. Thursday we woke around 10am. I made us breakfast, we [...]

Gosh. I love this movie. I could watch this movie over and over again and never be sick of it.
Anyhow, today was alright day. I had work from 9am - 7pm. I was alone with the boss for the first five hours of my shift. She was not in a pissy mood at all. She [...]

Today was an okay day. Food was good. I was conscious of what I ate and I portioned my food well. I didn’t snack as often as I normally do between meals which is an extra plus. I didn’t go to the gym or do my yoga DVD.
The weekend was good. Work on Saturday took [...]

Yeah, it’s definitely a cold sore on my upper lip. Sigh. With any luck it won’t be a big one. I spoke to my friend Amanda the last time about her cold sores and she says she gets aggressive with them. The faster the liquid comes out, the faster it crusts over and the sooner [...]

Seriously? Again? Noooooo! =( I’ve got another cold sore. Ugh! This sucks. I hate this. I don’t really care about having this embarassing blemish on my face. The one thing that irritates me the most is I only get to see Drew one night - two at most - and when I have a cold [...]

I slept until noon today. Oops =P To be fair, I technically woke up at 8:30 with a MASSIVE headache. I took a few aspirin and fell right back to sleep and when I opened my eyes it was 12pm. I haven’t done that in a while and I certaintly think my body needed it.
Last [...]

I have not been to the gym in months. I can’t remember the last time I have gone. Well before the summer even started, I’m sure. Unbelievable. It’s breaking me down. I hate myself. I’m loathing my body. I don’t feel sexy and I don’t feel pretty anymore. I don’t do my hair like I [...]

I can’t believe it’s October. It’s almost been an entire year since everything happened and it’s giving me a dizzy kind of feeling. I was just sitting here thinking about it and my stomach dropped. Just thinking about everything. The Halloween party, Joe, that night at the bowling alley. And then every single month that [...]