Just keep on keepin’ on =P
Today I went for my test appointment at a Geico calling center. I passed all tests except for the personality test. How? I have no idea. I did not pass it, though. Which means I cannot retake the test for another six months. She strongly recommended me taking the test again because I passed the other portions. I beat myself up about it for a while but you know what? At least I did it. I was scared and I could have easily backed out but I didn’t. I went. I tried. I failed. I pick myself up again and try again. Next stop, Cablevision? Capital One? Who knows. My choices are endless and each step gives me that much more experience and time to learn about what I’m able to overcome =)
I’ve got work today at 4pm. Three hours. Heh. I’m hoping to score some extra hours on Thursday since I have the day off. I have absolutely nothing going on so with any lucky I’ll grab a few. Work is the same BS. The boss is cutting hours and I think she’s going to fire Shannon. Heh. We are *all* looking to get out of that hole. Ashley has her Geico test tomorrow morning. I am hoping she does better then I do. I think she could get the job. I really hope she does. We all have to get out of there. That store is killing us.
Drew and I are doing well. On Friday we had a small tiff at his friend Mellys birthday party. We were both drinking and he said I may have to drive home. There is no chance in hell I was going to drive home after drinking beer all night long, leaving and 3AM and having it be my first time on a highway. He said “What if you move here..?” It was the wrong place and time for that sort of question and I got really upset by it. He left and went outside for a while. Not sure how long he was gone for but it was long enough for people to question where he was.. =/ He apologized and said it was wrong to bring it up. Sigh. The following night was good and so was Sunday. We lounged, cuddled, watched TV.. it was nice not having to run around for a chance. We just enjoyed each others company without his family being around. Good stuff. I didn’t want to leave him so I worked it out so I left on Monday instead of Sunday. I actually made it to work on time Monday afternoon too. It was pretty crazy =P I’d do it again though to spend another night with him, for sure.. =)
Anywho, he is coming here this weekend. Ashley is having an early birthday bash at her house. Lots of people are going to be coming and I’m sure it’s going to be a good time. I miss him so much. I just saw him yesterday morning but I miss him. Sigh.
I’m not feeling happy with myself. I feel fat. I feel lazy. I feel tired. Useless, motionless. I just want to cry. I think most of this is because of TOM who should be coming any day now. I hate it all the same. I don’t know what to do.
I’ve got work in a half hour. Time to go get ready. May grab a cup of coffee before I head in. Boss should be leaving for the gym so I won’t have long to deal with her. Thankfully.
Later, girls.
- Nikki
Posted by JustCallMeCow on September 22nd, 2009 under Everyday Ramblings
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September 23rd, 2009 at 8:24 am
TOM…just getting over my TOM. I can’t wait. This one is way too emotional for me! LOL I’d rather take the cramps. I HATE being out of control. Hahaha…
Good choice to not drive drunk.
*hugs*