These words are my own from my heart flown.
Well. The weekend was great. Drew and I had a wonderful time as always. Also, interesting happenings on Saturday evening. We went out to the bar with some friends. We each had quite a few drinks. I was feeling pretty damn good but was definitely not drunk by my standards. I know me drunk and that was not it. Anyway, Drew and I are hanging out in his car for a little while because he didn’t think it was good for him to drive just yet. We talked, kissed and listened to music. He said something like “How long do you think is a suitable amount of time to say those words..?” When I finally caught on to what he was saying I asked him “What words..?” He said his usual, “Nevermind.”, when something like that comes up. I said “No.. what words? How many are there?” He said “Three.” I said “Me too. I know what you’re talking about”. We ended up not saying those three words because we both want it to be a special time. We both want to say it. I told him I’ve felt compelled to say it every time we get off the phone with one another but it’s something he wants said in person. I agreed. After Drew sobered up a bit we went to the diner for coffee and a snack. He asked me if we would have had that same conversation if we hadn’t been drinking. I told him I think it’s the drinking that probably gave him the courage to bring it up. And because he brought it up I went along with the conversation because it’s been on my mind. Obviously it has because that SAME day when I wrote my last journal entry consisted of JUST that topic. Strange. Anyway, it was just overall a very interesting conversation. That night was a lot of fun. Full of passion. And laughter. I can’t stop listening to Natasha Bedingfield - These Words =P I’m so happy. He looks at me in the car and said “I’m scared.” I know how he feels. I’m scared too. This is so crazy. I don’t know how this has happened. All I know is I hate leaving him. I hate watching the train station get smaller and smaller as my train pulls away with me on it. I loathe anything that pulls me away from him. It’s intense. And I don’t know how much longer I can deal with it. We talked a bit more about the moving in thing. Kind of toyed with the idea. Definitely wouldn’t be happening any time soon but maybe in the future things won’t be so hard. Just have to get through this for now. Sigh..
Anyway. Work today is from 12 - 7:15. After work I plan on getting to the food store for some quick food shopping. Not too much. Some fruit. Bag of baked chips. Turkey. Milk. Simple things just so I have food for the week. I also need to stop at the bank to deposit my paycheck. My money planned is all worked out for the week. Wedding, sprint bill, food. The rest is going into my checking account. Same for next weeks check. I think I have all of September worked out. Hopefully I stick to the plan. What’s it good for if I don’t use it? =P I’m not going to the gym tonight as I get out kind of late. I DEFINITELY plan on going tomorrow to Thursday though. Get a good three days in. Hopefully will be a collective six miles on the treadmill between those days. Good stuff.
Well, I’ve written enough. Time to get started on my day. Gotta get in the shower and such. Hope you girls have a fantastic day =)
Posted by JustCallMeCow on August 31st, 2009 under Everyday Ramblings
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The Fat Chicks
Meta:
September 4th, 2009 at 9:07 am
Ahhh, Amore! Wonderful news that you two are on the same page.
Someone told me to always wait until the guy says he loves you first, so I did. Then when Ed said it, I said “thank you” because I just wasn’t there yet.LOLOLOL…
I’m so relieved that your tooth crap is over with and it wasn’t anything too terrible. Ed’s going through tooth stuff right now and I feel so bad for him.
Oh, congrats on winning your cash back too! How cool was that?!
*hugs*