Writing to keep from eating..
Welp. I’m here. I’m writing in order to keep myself from eating anything. Food has been pretty good all day long. Dinner and dessert have both been had. Enough. I’m not hungry. There is no need to eat anything more for the night.
Last weekend was great! I met up with Drew in the city on Saturday night. We got to my house around 11pm and played cards with my aunt and mother. We had a great time. Drank, laughed.. it was incredible. He mentioned that doing the weekend sleep overs are MUCH better then meeting up in the city with millions of people around us. At least we spend a night and a whole day with one another. We get our monies worth that way. I agreed with the plan so we’re going to try to do weekend sleep overs more often.. =) Sunday was very nice. We woke up together. I got us both cups of coffee and we just sat up in bed and watched some TV. Very “couple” like.. in his words =P We met up with Ash, Katie and Shannon for mini-golfing. I lost. He won. Go figure =) It was all in good fun though. We came home and played some more poker with the family while eating pizza. Then it was time to take him to the train station.. saying goodbye is always the hardest part. I’ve never had to put him on a train home before so the roles were reversed last weekend. He said “Don’t look back.. it’s the hardest part”.. =/ Of course I sat there and waited for the train to pull away. Damn near ripped out my heart, that’s for sure. I got really choked up on the walk back to my car. When I got to Ashleys house I started to cry. It was awful. I missed him the second he left me. That’s a long-distance relationship for you. My dad has been telling me that if it’s meant to be then we will make it work. I agree with that logic. Our next meet up is going to be next weekend just for lunch in the city. I have to cover lunches at work so no sleep over. The following weekend he’s coming here again. Then I’ll be in CT 8/1 - 8/2. Then it’s home for three days and I’m back there from 8/5 - 8/9 =) Will be spending A LOT of time with him.. I’m a little scared because I have to take the trains and such alone but I’m sure I’ll figure it out. Gonna have to learn the subways and such too. For me to be taken out of my comfort zone THIS much.. it must mean SOMETHING good.. =P Anyway..
Everything else is going well. Still haven’t worked out. Eating is good though. Staying away from heavy drinking. Only time I drink heavily is during the weekends. Parties, poker and such. No more drinking on random weekdays. I’ve been making conscious decisions to stay away from bad food. No fast food, no chips and no grease.
Work is still the same. Because it’s so quiet at work we haven’t been doing much. It’s been really nice and relaxing actually. Indranie leaves early to take care of her son. I think she’s ridiculous though. She constantly worries about getting home to make her son lunch… Her son who is going into 11th grade next year. Give me a break =/ I’m tired of hearing her complain about having to go home to take care of her son when he’s going into eleventh grade. Are you kidding me? I was practically doing my own damn food shopping in eleventh grade! Heh.
Hmm.. not much else going on. This weekend will be quite busy. Thursday night I’ll be at Nicoles house. Shannon and I have been going over there every Thursday to watch a movie, eat dinner and then watch Royal Pains. It’s a nice bonding time for the three of us. Friday I have work and then am going to Croxleys with Amanda and Christine. Haven’t spoken to them in a while so I’m excited about that. Saturday is the Warped Tour concert at Nassau Colliseum which should be a blast. Sunday is lunches to cover at work and then off to the city to meet up with Drew for our own lunch. Got a full schedule for the end of the week but I’m excited about it. It’s bound to be awesome.
I guess that’s all going on with me right now. Figured I may as well journal since I wanted to eat. It’s definitely taken away the urge so that’s a good thing. Hopefully I’ll fight the urge for the rest of the night. Sigh. Until next time.
- Nikki
Posted by JustCallMeCow on July 14th, 2009 under Everyday RamblingsOne Response to “Writing to keep from eating..”
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July 14th, 2009 at 9:05 pm
NIKKI! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for your comment! You’re right, I should back off and tweak.
Love that idea. (Tonight I had cake for dinner. Hahahahaha)
I started to tear up on your post when you talked about parting with Drew. Whoa… what a good writer you are!! This is the time that love is passionate and intense. It’s so exciting. I’m so glad for you.
I loved this part of your post “Will be spending A LOT of time with him” …music to a romantics heart. *sniff* That’s perfect. You’ll remember the subways and trains in such a heartfelt way. You’ll be an old grandma with stars in your eyes as you think back on your relationship with Drew.
*HUGS*
Tawnya