I want to turn this all around..
Morning, ladies. Welp. I’m here. I’m awake. It’s Sunday. My gym clothes are on, breakfast and coffee have been had and I’m ready to have a good sweat session. Yayay.
So, Ron. Sigh. That boy is going to be the death of me. I’m serious. I wasn’t thinking about him and then I saw his status on facebook that he had just bought his first motorcycle. So, of course I just started thinking about him. If that boy wanted a relationship I would drop everyone else I have in my life and really try to make something work between us. He’s such a great guy, girls. Great job, great car, own apartment. He’s got a good head on his shoulders. He balances out his life pretty well. Just.. awesome. I can’t stop thinking about the second weekend we knew eachother and we went to Mohegan Sun. I just.. AHHH!!! I like him a lot. I don’t know what to do. I get weird though. If a girl comments on his status on facebook or something I click on it to see how pretty she is.. it’s ridiculous! I’m going absolutely insane! Please tell me I’m not the only person who does this out there? I need to somehow separate myself from that person. I need to refocus myself and just let it be. I think the gym might do this for me. I hope at least. I’m going insane.. =/
I don’t have any plans today except for the gym. Maybe I’ll do a load of wash. I bought hair dye so I can dye my hair. I’m keeping it black. I really like it this color. Looks good and I get a lot of compliments on it.
I’m going to have a VERY busy weekend next weekend. Thursday night I think Mayo will probably come stay over again and Friday we’ll have a True Blood marathon (I bought the first season on DVD). Saturday night Jaime is visiting from Virginia so we’re going out to a pub. I can’t make it a late night because Sunday is going to be my date in the city with Drew, Shannon and Dave. I’m excited about that. Drew and I have been talking nonstop for the past month. Phone calls, texting CONSTANTLY. I really enjoy his conversation so.. yeah. It’s been interesting. Not to mention I’d like to make the gym all week. Wednesday I might not be able to because I’m going the cablevision store to get my cable box so I get all the channels in my room. Yippee! =)
I should get going. Gym closes in two hours and I’d really like to get in a good hour work out. Can’t wait to go running.. I just need to listen to my music and not think about anything or.. ahem.. anyone in my life right now. I just need to focus on each breath and each step right now. Sigh. Until next time, girls.
- Nikki
Posted by JustCallMeCow on May 24th, 2009 under Everyday Ramblings
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The Fat Chicks
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May 25th, 2009 at 4:09 pm
Hi Nikki
I hope your workout was great. I sorta miss the gym–my Precor. I loved that machine passionately.
I have been writing my meals down each day–first I plan a menu on 3fc, then I write down what I actually eat. If it helps you to write it, you mentioned doing so, I totally back you up on that Girl! I couldn’t lose weight without writing it down.
I’m sorta confused with the Drew/Ron thing. Are you dating TWO?! LOL … Ahhh, life is GOOD! This is such a special time in your life–enjoy each moment.
Love to you!
Tawnya