Journaling regularly again =)

So, I had a pretty good weekend. Friday night was my date with Dan. He came over and we didn’t watch Night At The Roxbury three times. Heh. Saturday night was bowling with the girls. It was a great time. Posted pictures on facebook. Good times. Sunday… ahh, Sunday =) My date with Ron. He picked me up around six and we went to his house. We watched TV for a little while. Uhm, canoodled =P had dinner, watched tv and uhm canoodled some more =P and then watched The Wrestler. Something happened the second time in canoodling though. Okay, I’m just going to be blunt about this. The condom fell off. I don’t know how the hell it happened but at the end of it, it wasn’t there. It was inside still. I took it out and there was nothing inside which means.. well, I think you know what it means. We looked up information on the morning after pill and Plan B. Plan B was available at the nearest pharmacy so he gave me money for it and I bought it today. This is a very serious issue and I need to be more careful. I haven’t had a scare like this before. I need to get to planned parenthood and get on birth control. It’s stupid to not be on it just in case something like this was to happen. Sigh. So, he drove me home around midnight, kissed goodnight and that was the end of that. I already miss him =/

Today was a weird day. Between the scare last night and thinking about him all day I was in such a funky mood. I had work from 9 - 4, hung around the store and came home. I hopped online for a little while and Ron messaged me to we chatted for about two hours online. The conversation wasn’t holding my interest very much but I kept egging him on just to keep him talking. I want to know more about him. He signed off a little while ago. Sigh. Between conversations with people online I did a few sets of sit ups, push ups and I worked my shoulders while sitting at the desk. I’ll probably work more of my abs before I go to sleep too. Food is pretty much done for the day. I might have a yogurt or popcorn for dessert but that will be all.

Lunch tomorrow will probably be a lean cuisine meal or a turkey sandwich. Can’t figure out which I want. Breakfast will be cereal. I haven’t had a nice bowl of cereal in a while so that will be nice. Dinner.. perhaps a salad? Snacks will be a fiber one bar and of course fruit/veggies. Still haven’t gotten back to the gym but at least I’m doing some sort of exercise at home. It definitely makes ME feel better about myself. I think I’ll go to sleep early tonight. Been having a tough time getting really good rest. I will go to sleep but I’m just not getting the rest I need. It’s weird. I’d like to wake up at a decent time tomorrow morning before work so I have time to get ready for the day. Maybe stretch a little bit and have a nice cup of coffee from home. I don’t know. Well, I guess that’s all for tonight. I’m gonna go get my clothes and food set asside for tomorrow. Nighty night.

- Nikki

Posted by JustCallMeCow on May 18th, 2009 under Everyday Ramblings



4 Responses to “Journaling regularly again =)”

  1. tawnyaincontrol Says:

    Hey Nikki!

    I’m glad you’re posting still. This is a new set up–but I found you RIGHT AWAY! I think I’m gonna like this. It is nice to read that you’re choosing your foods before the next day and writing about it. I’ve been away too long. …gotta start doing that again too. Thanks for stickin’ like glue to 3fc. Stability is my longtime goal–argh!

    Lots of Love to You!!!
    Tawnya

  2. Tawnya Says:

    Hi Nikki!

    What a nice blogsite you have. I started one last night at about 11:15 pm. I left you a message but I dont see it here. Does it take a while–for moderation? I’m confused, but I’ll get the swing of it.

    I was glad to read your post! It was nice to see that you’re still planning your foods the previous day. I need to do that. I’m up 19 pounds from my initial weight loss. I’m gonna try this again! :)

    It’s so good to see you, My Friend.

    Lots of Love to you! (HUGS)
    Tawnya

  3. lodyangel Says:

    Wow! You have alot going on! I think a trip to PP is a good idea! It’s better to be safe then sorry.

    I too am trying to get back my motivation! You can do this!

  4. moonfairy Says:

    Yikes. Fingers crossed.

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