I can’t believe I stopped writing for so long. I gave up following weight watchers as of March 24, 2011. I also gave up the gym for three months. I also started eating more junk and going back to some of my old habits. Over the last month or so I’ve started feeling like I was gaining weight and I felt out of control with my eating. I decided to rejoin the gym two weeks ago for an entire year. I went three times last week, and 2 times so far this week. I want to start going 5-6 days a week. I have also realized lately that I have just given up caring about what I eat. I made the move today to weigh myself after all this time. I weighed in at 222 pounds. I went up 8.5 pounds since March 24th…ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! The last time I wrote I was trying hard to get into onederland. I was at 214 pounds. I’m hoping that losing 8 pounds won’t take too long.

I’ve decided to go back to the WW points plus program. I’m going to do it on my own for now. I’m going to start  tracking my points and get back to losing 2 pounds or so a week or so. So I weighed myself this am (friday), and will weigh in once a week. I also need to buy a scale. I’m also going to take my measurements this weekend as I haven’t taken them in a long time. I’m determined this next month to make a dent into those 8 pounds. I am mad and disgusted at myself, but there is no way I can just keep beating myself up over this. I need to move on and make a change.

I started a support group among my friends on facebook and I hope to start writing on 3fc again. I’ll write again soon.