If you haven’t noticed, I’ve gotten out of the habit of blogging on a daily basis. Some days, there’s just not much to report. There’s actually not that much to talk about now, but I feel it’s been too long since I posted last.
I’m on a really good roll. I dont know what changed in me, but I’m not feeling deprived (i.e. STARVING) like I have been on past diets. Some days I eat less than 1200 calories, but I never feel like I’m on a diet. Sure, there are things I want, like chocolate, but I am not struggling at all with my “wants.” In fact, I’m not struggling at all. It’s weird. I’m not used to this, so of course, I’m waiting apprehensively for my bubble to burst. I did have that one slip-up at Chili’s, but now I know to use the resources I have available to me, i.e. the Internet to make sure I know FOR SURE what is going in my mouth calorie-wise. I’m loving some recent fast food finds: Wendy’s was ALWAYS awesome, but I’ve also discovered McDonald’s Bacon Ranch salad - only 300 calories with grilled chicken and lowfat balsamic dressing. I also am liking Wendy’s Caeser salad - only 370 calories with grilled chicken - and that includes creamy, yummy Caeser dressing. If only fast food didnt have so much sodium. That’s the killer part about it! Thank goodness I dont eat it much - my coworker and I were just on a roll this week when it came to lunch. We picked up fast food three times this week, but all three times I made smart, informed decisions.
My weight as of this morning is down another 1.4 lbs - that’s so far this week, with my official weigh in being Sunday. I am loving this fast progress on the SlimFast 3-2-1 plan. I was so irritated with our local grocery stores in regards to a SlimFast sale this week. They had the 3-2-1 powder on sale for $4.50 a can. That’s half price and a steal. The crooked part: You can’t find it anywhere. They’re all sold out. Four of us at work are on SlimFast, and they had me call around yesterday to see who had it. I drove about a half an hour out of my way to check a particular chain on my way home (that we hadn’t called). I did manage to find three cans, but all of the other local stores are sold out. It just irritates me that they’d mark it down that low and then not have enough in stock.
We;re still working out, but Hubby and I have lost a bit of our intensity. I’d like to work on this going into February. I’m still trying to get us into a regular routine of walking and myself into a regular routine of doing my pilates DVD. Tonight I did both. Go me!
Today I wore my size 14 Victoria’s Secret reward jeans to work - and you would not believe how many compliments I got on how much weight I’ve lost. One woman asked how many pounds and then said, “Yeah, I could tell you’ve lost A LOT.” She said A LOT! That’s AWESOME!! I felt like a million bucks all day.
My personal relationships are going great right now. I made my therapy appointment for Monday, so I’ll finally get to talk some of these family things out (and find out if I need a different anti-depressant to battle my hellish mood swings). Hubby and I are working hard on our relationship, and relations with my in-laws have never been better. My aunt - my lifeline in my messed up family - reached out to me today to let me know she was thinking about me and to fill me in on my family a bit. She married into the family, so coming from the outside, she knows how messed up they are and understands completely why I need to distance myself for a while and work on my own mental health. My best friend and I are talking like normal again, my co-worker and I are getting closer than ever, and I’m making some new, great girlfriends at work.
LIFE IS GOOD!
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