Treading Quicksand

About Me

I’ve been trying to lose weight as far as I can remember, I was diagnosed with PCOS in my early 20s but the signs were there since I got my period back in 7th grade. I tried every diet you could think of and been on all the possible weight loss programs, taken all the pills, wore/tried all the weight loss gizmos, food delivery, I’ve even considers weight loss surgery and..

I’ve decided to not write the typical fat girl introduction about myself all over again. Yes I have PCOS but I am not IR as I used to think. And now after trying so many things and failing I think I know what works and what doesn’t. I’m  starting fresh, again, but this time I’ve decided to keep on trying until I get there.

I’ve been trying to lose weight for all the wrong reasons and decided that maybe its time to re-visit those reasons and re-evaluate them. My old reasons may have included wanting to be in a relationship, look better, not be the fattest person in the room, not embarrass my mom and family etc.. but I guess those weren’t ‘reason‘ enough to push me to get there and this is why my new big reason is I am doing this for ME! : I want to travel the world, be able to try things I’ve never tried before, feel confident, own a business, enjoy life and still be healthy and fit enough to do all those things!

So here goes, again.. :)

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  • susana: You did a great job! I once saw somebody put all the cords and cables in a plastic bag and tape the whole thing together, so they don't hang and can b
  • dysfunctionalbarbie: I'm loving the colour of your walls! Not to mention how nice the black dresser and TV looks with it! That is a great idea to have your own workout roo
  • awaken: Hey! welcome back... I like the pic :) I am around ur weight and around ur goal. I lost 40 lbs and I felt the wagon and its so difficult to come bac

Goals

Overall Goal:

Rewards

I'll keep a log of things I want to reward myself with for reaching certain goals:
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@195lbs: Nike+ Fuelband!

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@165lbs: Goal! - ?