Sick and Tired!!!! April 1, 2012
Sick and tired of this crap! My stupid page is working less and less!!!! Now it won’t let me update my stats. GRRRRR!!!!!!!!! My weight this AM is 190.5. Meaning that for the month of March, I only lost one pound. I would be more upset, but considering all the family issues and whatnot, I’m not really that upset. And at least it went down! LOL I am hoping that April will be a better month, but I guess we will just have to wait and see. I really do worry that not having this blog is making me slack off even if it doesn’t feel like I am…. Maybe I am just overly worried. I don’t know. Either way, I’m going to take the one pound loss and run with it. Last month was only 2 so I hope for 2 if not 4 next month. I have yet to have a 4lb. month that I can remember. Maybe last year sometime…
Oh, and even though my scale is only moving slowly, something is going on because dresses that I loved before and fit so well, sit awkwardly on me now… I think the Pilates may be doing some good! And yes, I did them the other day after I blogged. Aren’t I good??? I hope to do them later today, but younger has been up a lot the last couple of nights and I am pooped! Plus all the crazy cleaning I did yesterday in prep of family coming. I don’t know what got into me… I guess nervous energy. LOL So I cleaned and cleaned! But I felt happy about it… not stressed! So, I enjoyed it. LOL And I did a few things I don’t normally do like dusted the ceiling for cobwebs and cleaned off my air vents. All stuff we know we should do but we never do and put off. I just felt like doing it yesterday so I did. And for some reason, it makes the house feel so much cleaner and refreshed! Now, if I could just get myself perked up to do some projects I’d be home free! HA! But so far, my project mojo has been re-routed to outdoor work. I’m going to try to work on more but right now, I’m tired (not just physically, but mentally!) and I’m not getting far with it because I find I’m always doing something else. But I really need to move it back to the front and get it done. UGH. So much to do, so little time!
What is funny is I am sitting here knowing there is so much to be done, but I want to take it easy today. I worry about overdoing it… my body does NOT react well to being overdone. Sounds like I’m cooking myself! HA! But really, I don’t know why but when I over do stuff, my body takes forever to recover. I work better if I just try to work steady doing a little bit every day along with my regular stuff. That’s just how I work. I know some people can just power through things, get done, and be happy but I’m not like that. I can power through and then when done it can take me a week to get back up and running. And in the meantime, everything else falls to the wayside. It’s annoying! So, I’d rather just try to do a bit every day.
OK, going to get off of here now. I don’t even know why I’m posting here now. I guess because I’m hopeful it will post and hope that next week this will be fixed. I’ve emailed and so far, no response. If it isn’t fixed by the end of this week, I’m moving on. I’m going to go ahead and transfer my older blogs over to my USB just in case. Take care everyone! And yes, I will post my new blog link if/when I need to. I’m just sorry that right now I can’t really follow anyone on here. :/