That picture is supposed to represent me feeling in control of myself, well at least I feel really in control and positive towards my eating habits right now. Also, now that J.J. has a job again, and he will be working full time, I will be alone a lot and so if I do not go to the gym I will be really pissed at myself. If I do not start going to the gym later this week it will be Monday for sure. I am still coughing up a lot of stuff and still having some trouble breathing while getting over my sickness.

I know it is only the second day, so knock on wood and all that jazz, but I just feel like maybe I can do it this time… you know like I was before. Biggest Loser was on tonight and that is pretty much the only show I watch religiously. I LOVE it. I know a lot of people like it, and a lot of people hate it, but almost every time I watch it I end up on the verge of tears. Tonight was no different. I just want to know what it would feel like to be at a normal weight for once.

Anyway I just wanted to post and say so far so good. Also I joined Eileen’s challenge! All these months I have still been reading about it even without posting blogs. It is nice to be a part of all this support again. It feels very refreshing!