So, this quarter of school has been my hardest yet and obviously that is no excuse, but my weight pretty much stalled during the last quarter I would say. I have not gone to WW for 3 weeks now, and even then I was only going to weigh in and hoping I hadn’t gained weight. Well according to WW I have only gained like two pounds, but I just want to be at my lowest again.

I weighed myself after my workout today with sweaty clothes and also wearing shoes, and I weighed close just over 239lbs. I need to get back down to my lowest and keep losing. This week I am getting back into exercising and thinking about tracking. The past two days I have done a half hour on the elliptical. I wish it was more but it wasn’t.

I also tried out my heart rate monitor that my dad got me. I like it but I can’t figure out how to get it to show my calories burned. It says 0 even after my workout. Also I don’t know if there is like a glitch with the one on the actual elliptical machine… My heart rate shows up the entire time on the machine but is that one accurate? is it reporting from the belt thing I wear? The heart rate on the watch is hardly ever the same as the one on the machine. Since the watch did not report my calories burned even though it is supposed to I just looked at it on the elliptical. Err I am a little frustrated but maybe I will figure it out.

Anyway I am going to go try and find a recipe in one of my healthy cookbooks and cook dinner for J.J. I usually don’t, we even usually eat separate dinners, but I have been bored on my spring break while he is at work and so I am going to try to make something edible. I hope you all are doing well. Sorry for not posting more, I just… I don’t like to tell you guys about the bad gains, only the losses, I feel like a failure you know.

Talk to you all soon.