My boyfriend mentioned that technically I have been losing 1.8lbs a week on average, not 1.5, soooo…. rounded up, it would be 73 weeks instead of 87 weeks, or 511 days, or about 1 year and 5 months. Okay so a year and a half longer…. sigh. I guess that isn’t so bad. Still… long time away.

Well I didn’t lose the 2.4lbs this week to get to my 10%, but I did lose 1.8. Hip hip hooray It was kind of weird though… every-time I weighed myself this week it was either the same weight as I weighed in last WW meeting or a spike of like 3lbs. I never weighed myself at the time I usually weigh in on Tuesdays, just periodically throughout the day; so maybe that was it. Sooo frustrating though. I like to weigh myself during the week to guage my progress, but obviously it does not do that haha.

I am not going to put my weight loss tracker in my posts anymore. I have put it on the side of my page; a 10% goal and my first 50 pounds which I am more than half way done with now having lost 27.4lbs. Boy I wish I could just wake up like 130lbs lighter sometimes. It doesn’t feel like it has taken me that long, but 15 weeks is a long time! I guess if I lose like 1.5lbs a week on average, it will take about 87 weeks or 609 days, or roughly 1 year 8 months. OMG that is such a long time!

I feel like it wont be possible to lose 130 more pounds. What if I can’t? I have been doing 45min on the elliptical mostly everyday at the gym, sometimes it is half an hour. I do some ab/arm exercises for right now Mon, Wed, and Fri. I am hoping to bump the 45min up to an hour on the days I don’t do other exercises. Is it possible to consistently keep losing weight? I feel lost. I don’t know rather to eat my allotted WW points which seem to be a lot, even though I have lowered them several points with my weight loss or should I do like 1,000 calories a day? I do not know if I can exercise more than I am right now, especially with school starting soon, and now I am volunteering with DHS to help find relatives or other connections for foster children. I know I have said this already, but I am feeling so lost! I guess I need some advice.

Should I be taking certain supplements or vitamins? Is there something in addition to eating healthy and staying active that I could take to improve my efforts? Sorry for all the complaining and whining, but I do feel a little better having gotten some of that out. I have been reading some new sister’s blogs and I just want to say that you guys inspire me so much.