Here we go again

Once more…why once more?!

Posted jennlovesnorcal on May 3rd, 2010 | Filed under Thoughts needed to get out | Comment now »

I just can’t understand why I always find myself back here. You know, here…the place where I’m back in the over eating, under moving and generally not feeling very good about myself. I know that I’m worth more then this behavior. What is wrong with me?! I hate that I hate myself. Why do I expect everyone else to value me so highly when I’m not even caring for myself. It’s amazing that I can tell everyone anything that they could possibly need to know about nutrition, exercising and general health, but I jump off the wagon anytime that something upsets me. It’s almost as if that I’m waiting for something to happen so that I can eat whatever I want. I just want to be healthy and look better and feel better. I need to stay on track, no matter what. Where am I going to find my motivation and determination and desire to stay devoted to my healthy lifestyle. What is it about bad food that makes it so hard to stay away from? I feel like crap and bad about myself.

Hello world!

Posted jennlovesnorcal on May 3rd, 2010 | Filed under Uncategorized | 1 Comment »

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