Inconsistently Consistent

So, I haven’t been on for a while again. Sorry about that blog fans(?) I just get very busy at very random points in my life. Which is crazy right now, by the way. I’m in the process of packing and moving, quitting one job, gaining another, holding my second job AND I just started [...]

Day 1 to Recovery

Recovery from food addiction. It’s going to be a long hard road BUT so far so good today! Had a Tbs of nutella and my Greens First and Collagen Supplement, along with coffee for breakfast. Then went out to lunch at a Japanese restaraunt, had edamame, and ONE role of sushi and I’m completely satisfied.
I [...]

Going to Buck UP!

Thank you Jewlz, it’s just tough when I know where I was at, y’know? I’m beating myself up a lot right now, but I guess there’s not much I can do about it at the moment because I’m broke and stressed, and don’t have anything healthy to eat. Tomorrow I begin afresh. I’m going to [...]

I’m back!

So… Been really busy what with school and everything. And thanks to the busy and the stressed and the money I’m fatter than ever. I feel disgusting. I can feel my thighs and belly and everything just falling out all over the place. I’ve lost definition and drive and I hate myself. I cried myself [...]

SOOOO EXTATIC!!

So, stayed on track yesterday (even with the In ‘n’ Out fiasco) and didn’t go outside of my alotted calorie limit for the day.
Went to Gramma’s and didn’t turn down her offer of a sandwich, though looking back, shouldn’t have eaten my snack (even if it was just fruit and cheese) because we’re hitting up [...]

Awesome…

I’m not asking for someone to be completely on board with me, but you’d think that your own family would understand when you’re on a diet that it’s hard when you’re being constantly tempted and surrounded by things that just aren’t good for you. Their compromise for not eating late (9/10ish)? We’ll go get In [...]

Bloat

Have been a looooot better about calories today. Pretty sure I still went over (kind of had to keep food in me to fend off the hangover from a binge induced binge of alcohol with the roommate, they don’t call it “fat Tuesday” for nothing, right?) but I did alright. I kept it under 2000c, [...]