So… Been really busy what with school and everything. And thanks to the busy and the stressed and the money I’m fatter than ever. I feel disgusting. I can feel my thighs and belly and everything just falling out all over the place. I’ve lost definition and drive and I hate myself. I cried myself to sleep the other night because I played wingman for my roommate and not a single guy even wanted to attempt to talk to me… I’ve never felt so disgusting in all my life.
I guess today’s the day I start back up on the band wagon… or try… just like every day is the day… and then the chocolate or whatever ends up in front of me again, and I just add to my growing waistline.
The problem is that I’m steadily gaining, not steadily losing. What the hell Jenna?
Posted on May 8th, 2011 by jennajellybean
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