Losin it in Paradise

Foggy head, and painful body

Short and sweet tonight.  I feel awful
I have a sore throat and body aches, and I am wishing for sleep.  I am off tonight, worked last night and started feeling really bad, popped AirBornne and Zicam to no avail, I still feel shitty.  WTF, I NEVER get sick.
I cannot get comfortable cause my [...]

Time to pull up the big girl panties

Well after my personal flogging and feeling down, I have had a bit of time to sleep on it and get a better out look.
I think I am my own worst enemy and certainly my own worst critic.  I can be so gentle with others, and so caring, but boy when it comes to me, [...]

Work can be a bitch, but then so can I

Haven’t blog for a bit, and really haven’t much to say right now.  Nothing much has changed, I am still a fat slob, still eating too much, cannot find my willpower for love or money.
Seems like every time I try to lose weight, I go gung ho for a couple weeks, lose really well and [...]

I’m back!

Well here it is 1:13am and I am at work.  Seems like I never left even thou I just had a little over a week off as a mini vacation.
What can I say about my son and his family and their visit?   Sensational!  Wonderful!  Exciting!  Loving!  But like all good things it is now over [...]