Another long busy night at work
OMG, I am so tired. It is only 2am and I have another 5 hours to go. I have been here for 11 hours already. These 16 hour shifts kill me.
And of course they also play havoc with my diet. Too easy to just pick and run, pick and run. I did good til about an hour again and then I just had to have some chocolate. But I am not going to beat myself up for a lousy piece of chocolate. I had my proper foods right up til then, fruit, salad etc, but then up popped the chocolate. And of course I am tired, and hungry and a bit p*ssed off at the staff so any excuse I could get I took, and I ate that d*mn chocolate and said to heck with it.
Do I feel quilty? Hell yeah. No will power, Ms weak in the knees me, doomed to be a flabby old broad……….til tomorrow, cause tomorrow is another day and I am NOT WORKING FOR THREE WHOLE DAYS
Now I just have to leave the barbqued ribs alone :)  Oh the temptation, the evil draw of food…why can I not be anorexic for a month? or two?  Why is food my best friend and also my worst enemy? My comfort, my warmth? My nemisis, my demon?
Oh I must go, my pager is ringing again. I am needed!
Posted on June 15th, 2007 by islandgrl
Filed under: General
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