Losin it in Paradise

Sitting on the pitty potty on Mother’s day

Well here it is another mother’s day.  Just another day.  I am of course working, just like Christmas, New Years etc.
I quess it would not be so bad if my son would have called me to wish me a happy Mother’s Day.  And this year I cannot say he forgot, cause he is a brand [...]

Addendum for Friday night

Sheesh!  I better check before I save, I meant:
Would I do it again?  IN A HEART BEAT.

Friday night

Well here it is Friday night, and my hubby is in bed, the dogs are in bed too, and the cat is out for the night.  I am all alone in my house…..or as alone as I can be
I work tomorrow night, so I like to stay awake later on the nights before [...]

Letting off some steam

Awww, to have a day off, boy it feels good!  I slept til 11am.  I am always a late in the day sleeper but that is because I work nights and it just does not seem right to be up during the day
Even with all the drama in my life right now, and [...]

Tired but staying strong

Whew, tired as hell today.  I am getting too old for these 16 hours shifts, and back tonight for another 12, but the good news is…..no the great news is, I am down another pound and did not give into to temptation at all last night at work.
My husband’s mother was just dx with ovarian [...]

Unable to let go of my anger

I am back to work tonight after a pretty good weekend.  Did give in to tempation on a mini scale, but I am still down 1/2 pound today, so rah for me.
I am so not looking forward to going into work tonight, and to make it worse I am doing a 16 hour shift.  Starting [...]

Tearing my hair out in paradise

Sundays, I hate fookin Sundays.  And Mondays and Tuesdays……….grrrr!  I will be so glad when these home renovations are over.  I am sick of living in a mess.  But we got so much done and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel but the tunnel seems so far away.
I am kinda [...]

Saturday was dismal

Well totally threw off my diet on Saturday.  Been doing kitchen renovation all week, the house is a mess and I am tired and bitchy and lazy.
Had to go to town with HIM and get some more paint etc, and took a stop off at Panda Express, and I had to have the chow mein [...]

Saturday, down 1 more pound

Have the day off today, so going to be working on the kitchen renos.  I would so rather just have a damn day off and sit at the beach.  The sun is shining and the sky is blue, but that would involve wearing a bathing suit…..no way.
It sucks to live in Hawaii with all the [...]

Pissed off in Paradise!

What a fookin night at work last night.  I get to work and found my mail box jammed with complaints from the other supervisors…..whine whine whine.  “I don’t want to work Fridays” I don’t want to work every other weekend”  “I don’t wanna I don’t wanna”  boo frickin who!!!
It is hard enough having to do [...]