Same day, same old me
Just wanted to put some other things down that really bother me. I am married, not so happy. He is a great guy, just no chemistry. My first husband was the love of my life, but totally toxic. This time I married for friendship more than anything. Totally non physical relationship and I know a lot of that is becasue of how I feel about this body of mine.
My husband, who will be known as HIM, is younger than I am by 14 years. I was 40 pounds lighter when I married him, so was he 
He is my biggest supporter but also my biggest enemy. He is a junk food junkie and a chocolaholic. He shows no mercy. Our house is a mine field, every cupboard I open has junk food in it! I told him he has to help me, and he agrees but the minute I start to fold he passive agressively helps me to fold. I know he means well, and I know he loves me to death, but he is no help at all.
Not his fault thou, that I am where I am. I am the one that keeps filling my face. I am the only one that can do this.
My sugar cravigns are sometimes unbearable and no willpower ….bad combination.
You would think that being a nurse, I would have more common sense….fook!
Posted on April 30th, 2007 by islandgrl
Filed under: General
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