I Deserve Better

The amount of stopping and starting along this journey frustrates the crap out of me. It is my own fault. I get that but it still is part of the process that I don’t like.  I have lost all ground again. I pretty much am starting over at the beginning.  I don’t know what I weigh today. I know that I weighed in at 3lbs below my heaviest at the doctors office the other day.

My scale broke so I can’t check my daily weight right now. I am trying very hard not to stress eat through a home improvement project and for the most part have been eating at home which helps a lot. Except when dh buys tortilla chips.  We have a fridge full of fruits and veggies that need to get eaten. My focus this weekend is to overeat if I must on veggies and fruit only. Limit bread and potato intake and get some sort of movement in.

I have things that I need to overcome but I have moved passed them before… what is the problem this time?

Goals for Memorial Day Weekend:

• Eat at home for at least 2 meals per day and eat reasonably at other meals
• Get some time in on the Wii fit
• Go to the library on Saturday and check out the “Get Fit while you sit” book
• Send out packages needed to be sent this week
• Order items for next saturday to be delievered
• Clean out the fridge
• Get the house picked up even more than it has been and get rid of at least one box