Archive for March, 2009

a day at the park

Sunday, March 29th, 2009

Yesterday’s Water intake= 10 cups

Yesterday’s Exercise= 60 min walking, climbing, squating

Today’s Weight= 284.6 (+1.8)

Travel to the outskirts of the Las Vegas Valley and that’s where you’ll find the best parks. While the sign said the waterpark was not active for the winter season, the sun beating down on us says winter is over. The slide thing is several stories high. 2 yr old, Joey went down the red one once and I went down the yellow one. But once was enough. I didn’t quiet get my fat butt/body stuck but my knees kind of got in the way around the sharp corners. Many people (including us) bring bread and popcorn for the ducks and birds but they weren’t interested. They must have an endless supply of it coming in because pieces of it were floating around the pond.

The Aliante Nature Discovery Park:

The Dino Dig sandbox and replicas of fossilized dinosaurs (including a giant triceratops skull that children run through) at the 20-acre Aliante Nature Discovery Park are perhaps the biggest hits among those six and under. The playground is fully fenced and features big-kid slides, a tot area, and water play with sprinklers.

Outside the fence, families can stroll around the man-made lake (complete with waterfalls) and visit the park’s duck residents.

A hatched dinosaur egg

leptin vs ghrelin

Saturday, March 28th, 2009

Yesterday’s water intake= 4 cups

Yesterday’s exercise = 0

Today’s Weight= 282.8 (-1.6 lbs)

What I’m learning from the book I’m reading, You on a Diet.

Two hormones dictate our hunger and satiety levels- leptin and ghrelin.

Leptin-Fat produces a chemical signal in your blood to stop eating. Leptin is a protein secreted by stored fat. If leptin is working the way it should, it gives you a double whammy in the fight against fat. The stimulation of leptin shuts off your hunger and stimulates you to burn  more calories.

Ghrelin- This chemical is released in your stomach when it’s empty. It sends the desperate message that you need to eat something urgently. When you diet through deprivation, the increased ghrelin secretion sends even more signals to eat, overriding your willpower and causing you to eat.  Your stomach secretes Ghrelin in pulses every 30 minutes, sending subtle chemical impulses to your brain. When you’re really hungry or dieting, those messages come fast- every 20 minutes or so- and they’re also amplified. So you get more signals and stronger signals that your body wants food. After long periods your body can’t ignore those messages.

It’s impossible to fight the biology of your body. The chemical vicious cycle stops when you eat; when your stomach fills is when you reduce your ghrelin levels, thus reducing your appetite. So if you think your job is to resist biology, you’re going to lose that battle time after time. But you can reprogram your body so that you keep those ghrelin gremlins from making too much noise, then you’ve got a chance to keep your tank feeling like it’s always topped off.

Ghrelin works in the short term, sending out those hunger signals twice an hour. Leptin works in the long term, so if you can get your leptin levels high you’ll have a greater ability to keep your hunger and appetite in check. If you focus on ways to influence your leptin levels, your brain will help control your hunger.

At least as far as your body is concerned, food are drugs; they’re foreign substances that come in and switch around all those natural chemical processes going about their business within your body. When the body receives foods, different chemical reactions take place, and messages get sent throughout your system- turning some things on and some things off. While your body internally gives orders, you set the tone and direction of those orders through the food you’re feeding it. Eat the right foods (like nuts), and your hormones will keep you feeling satisfied. But eat the wrong foods (like simple sugars), and you’ll cause your body to go haywire hormonally.

A major gang leader against your body is fructose, found in hig-fructose corn syrup (HFCS), a sweetener in many processed foods. When you eat calories from healthy sources, they turn off your desire to eat by inhibiting production of NPY or producing more CART. But fructose in the HFCS, which sweetens our soft drinks and salad dressing; isn’t seen by your brain as a regular food. Because your brain doesn’t see any of the fructose in the thousands of HFCS-containing foods as excess calories or as NPY suppressants, your body wants you to keep eating (which means that even low-fat foods can have extremely bad consequences, calorie- and appetite-wise) Americans have gone from eating no pounds of this stuff per person in 1960 to eating more than 63 lbs of it every year (that’s 128,000 calories). That’s a contributor to weight gain. Foods with fructose- which may be in fact labeled as low-fat- make you both hungry and unable to shut off your appetite.

YOU tips:

Avoid drinking excessive alcohol- not solely because of its own calories, but also because of the calories it inspires you to consume later.

Choose unsaturated over saturated fat- meals high in saturated fat produce lower levels of of leptin. You can increase your satiety and decreased hunger levels by avoiding saturated fats found in such foods as high-fat meats (like sausage), baked goods, and whole-milk dairy products.

Read the labels. Don’t eat foods that have any of the following as one of the first five ingredients.

simple sugars

enriched, bleached, or refined flour

HFCS

Don’t confuse thirst with hunger. The reason some people eat is because their satiety centers are begging for attention. But sometimes, those appetite centers want things to quench thirst, not to fill the stomach. Thirst could be caused by hormones in the gut, or it could be a chemical response to eating; eating food increases the thickness of your blood, and your body senses the need to dilute it. When you feel hungry, first drink a glass or two of water to see if that’s really what your body wants.

Watch your carbs. Eating a super-high-carb diet increases NPY, which makes you hungry, so you should ensure that less than 50% of your diet comes from carbohydrates. Make sure that most of your carbs are complex, such as whole grains and vegetables.

Stay satisfied. Sex and hunger are regulated through the brain chemical NPY. Some have observed that having sex could help you control your food intake; by satisfying one appetite center, you seem to satisfy the other.

Manage your hormonal surges. There will be times when you can’t always manage your hormone levels; when ghrelin outslugs your leptin, and you feel hungrier than a lion on a bug-only diet. Develop a list of emergency foods to satisfy you when cravings get the best of you- things like V8 juice, a handful of nuts, pieces of fruit, cut-up vegetables, or even a little guacamole.

end of week 26

Friday, March 27th, 2009

Yesterday’s Water intake= 14 cups

Yesterday’s Exercise= 10 squats, 55 min treadmill, 35 min elliptical

Today’s Weight= 284.4 (-1.6 lbs)

This Week’s gain= +1.6 lbs

Oh well, 1.6 ain’t bad considering I gained 2 lbs overnight atleast twice this week. Glad to have gotten that behind me.

Conversation with my 4 yr old:

  • Mom how fast are you going?
  • 74
  • What’s the speed limit?
  • 65
  • You’re going too fast then.
  • Yep.
  • Alot of other people are going too fast too
  • Yeah, they are.
  • Good thing there isn’t any police around.
  • Yeah.
  • We don’t see many police, do we?
  • Nope, we don’t.

I’m back.

Thursday, March 26th, 2009

Yesterday’s weight= 288.8 (+.6)

Yesterday’s water intake= 10.5 cups

Yesterday’s Exercise= 60 min treadmill

Today’s Weight= 286.0 (-2.8 lbs)

I got ahold of myself yesterday. I think I got it out of my system.

I’ve learned not to judge people if at all possible. As a teenager, I followed the guy I liked home from work to see where he was living now. (This guy is now my hubby) I saw a FAT woman in the house. Why in the world would he want to be with her? Look at me now, I’m surely fatter than she was. BTW, he wasn’t with her, his friend was, and he was renting the room in the basement.

I used to kind of inwardly snicker at people who read while walking on the treadmill. Surely they’re not getting much exercise or taking it seriously. Well, guess what? I’m doing it now. I know I should probably be running on the treadmill, but I finally found a way to get in that reading that I never find time to do. I feel a need to read the books I’ve been buying for the sake of having more knowledge to better educate myself on how my body works and what I can do for it. I get distracted if I try to find the info online or read at home.

The hour flies by. I want to try to do that everyday, take a class once a week, and do cardio and weights a couple times a week. I also want to spend more time cleaning the house. I think this has to be done first thing in the morning otherwise I give it up.

sterling thanks for the book recommendations, 3 of them are on their way to my doorstep :)

I’m currently reading You on a Diet. I like that it happens to be along the way I want to diet. Meaning, I don’t want to obsess over counting calories. I didn’t buy this book for that reason. I love how things fall into place as they should and without my control.

The same thing happened last night. While still in my moods, I wasn’t feeling the enthusiasm of going to church and just about called it off. I pushed through and went. Sure enough the message hit home for me. I kept mulling it over in mind of how I wanted to let the pastor know this and thank him for it. But awkwardness stopped me from doing so. So I left, and went to get the 2 yr old. When I went into the room, the woman watching him told me how she was showing him that he might see me on the tv and if I walked up by the stage/podium, he’d see me. So, off I go back into the main room and of course the pastor thinks I’m going to him. What can I do? Say I just want to be on the tv? :lol: I took that opportunity to let him know the above mentioned. He asked if he could pray for me. He did. It was kind of awkward. I thought about it. I’m one of those people who smiles and says everything is ok. I’m more about helping others and tend to keep help at arm’s length away. While he was praying for me, I felt like others needed his attention. When I left there, I left kind of awed at the way things work out.

It’s much harder to accept help than it is to give it. Thanks to everyone for their support over the past week.

Tuesday

Tuesday, March 24th, 2009

Monday’s Water intake= 10 cups

Monday’s Exercise= 35 min walk, 45 min treadmill, 10 min morning exercises

Tuesday’s Weight= 288.2 (+2.4)

Really great comments and clarity, everyone.

Thanks a bunch for the egg theory spook. I would’ve went with the egg first. I also think it’s accurate that the unhappiness comes first, followed by the eating, and then more unhappiness.

Sterling, I haven’t posted a menu, not sure if I ever have. I think I tried to find a way to make a ‘plate’ viewable at one of the websites in the past. But I eat too much to list it all on the blog. I really do like the idea of eating all the healthy stuff and not tracking it. I found in the past when I tracked it, I would eat what I want and add it up at the end of the day and it would almost always be near what it was supposed to be.

The past weeks’ food intake however has NOT been good stuff: pretzels, chocolate, soda, beef cheeseburgers, cheese, bread, mayo, corned beef, ice cream… the list goes on. The problem is that I am eating until I am stuffed. I would like to blame it on TOM but that is 10 days a way and this has been going on for atleast 5.

All I can say is that I’ve never gone off this far deep and that soon enough I will put it right.

Sterling love the visual of you pigging out on sugar snap peas. What a great change.

~updated~

Thanks everyone for your great advice and support.

LOL @ sterling. Well a 3 lb corned beef shrinks down to about 1.5 lbs anyways. I very much agree with not feeling guilty over eating on stuff like 15 egg whites. i wanna move into that kind of eating.

Brseay, I very much agree. I have found that if I avoid something the first round, the second round usually gets me. I also find that when I get through the eating thing I tend to feel better and more easily ready to move on from it.

I’ll get past this. it’s just one of those hurdles that tripped me. It’s on my mind, I’m reading and researching and still doing exercise. Plus I’m still blogging and posting my weight. I could easily avoid it all for a week until I get it back on the right track, but hey let’s keep it real.

jaxie, about a month ago I was tracking food and counting calories when I decided to take a break from it. I might have to get back to it, but I’m stubborn and would like to still avoid it! We’ll see though.

Fireproof

Monday, March 23rd, 2009

Yesterday’s exercise= 10 squats, walking. 60 min of lifting, moving, and stacking (FREE) firewood

Today’s weight=285.8 (+2)

Something’s gnawing at me lately and I don’t know what it is. It’s a case of what came first: the chicken or the egg? Am I eating because I’m unhappy or am I unhappy because I am eating. Is there some underlining cause? I don’t know. All I can do is keep thinking about it and maybe put a plan in action. I don’t really want to spend alot of time tracking and counting calories if I don’t have to.

As for Fireproof…

WoW… what an unusual movie. I rented it from Redbox a couple weeks ago. It’s got Kirk Cameron in it. It’s about a young married couple having troubles. But it’s also incredibly inspirational and different from most movies. I highly recommend it. Even though the acting was less than stellar, the story was good.

down a size

Sunday, March 22nd, 2009

Yesterday’s Water intake= 10.5 cups

yesterday’s exercise= 15 min bike, 15 min treadclimber, 60 min treadmill, 30 min walking

Today’s weight=283.8 (-1.6)

 Down a size? I don’t think I believe it. I went to Savers looking for some sort of exercise clothes to replace the denim shorts I’ve been wearing at the gym. If I’m going to take a class, I wanna be wearing something more ‘fitting’, more flexible. Well nothing in my size there. (My size has been 26/28 for a LONG time). Next door is Fashion Bug. They had a few plus sized things outside so I went in to see what they had. The prices sent me back out and on my way next door to Walmart. Walmart only went up to size 20 in activewear…which I tried but couldn’t get it past my thighs…back to the car… but stopped in at Fashion Bug again. There’s a few things I kind of liked. I grabbed a few varieties of 26/28 and a purple butterfly shirt in my usual size 3x. The shirt was too big, the other stuff either looked really unflattering or were too big. The one outfit I liked that was too loose, I went out an got 22/24 and it fit. Just right. But it’s $40 and long pants, I perfer shorts. I’m not at the stage yet where I can justify spending more than $10-15 on an article of clothing. The 3x shirt ($9.99) I liked was sold out in 2x, so I bought it anyways, hoping it’ll shrink and thinking I’ll get some use out of it atleast for a little while longer. How’s that for a change, instead of buying something and hoping it will stretch or I will lose weight!  I did get some bike shorts ($9.99) that seemed a little clingy. I’m not too happy with them, but now that I know the next size lower will work, I’m going to look around online and see what I can find. Just to be sure I tried other things in those two sizes and it kept proving that the 22/24 is my new size.

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who’s that girl?

Saturday, March 21st, 2009

Yesterday’s water intake= 12.5 cups

Yesterday’s exercise = 60 min treadmill

Today’s weight= 285.4 (+2.6 lbs)

I ate too much crap yesterday. I managed to drag myself to the gym and push through the hour walk on the treadmill, thanks in part to Eileen’s stars. I’m disappointed and worried about the steady climb in weight gain. But today is a new day. That said and done, I’d like to continue something sterling started yesterday and tell a little about myself.

  • I like to talk about myself :D
  • I love water. Being under water, swimming, someday hope to surf, scuba dive, and go on a cruise. Love a good thunderstorm, the smell of rain, playing in puddles. I used to love water parks before I got too fat…maybe someday I’ll get back to that when my youngest get older.
  • I love fire. (controlled fire of course) Fire in a fireplace, bonfire, campfire. Light those candles and incense. The sight, the smell, the warmth.
  • As teens, my BFF and I used to write up phony newsletters and made fun of all of our friends and classmates. It was just for our eyes. No harm done right? Silly stuff.
  • I like to talk, write, and read, but hear I do not do well. I got my first hearing aid when I was 5 and my second when I was 15. I read lips. I know some basic sign language, but didn’t really have anyone to use in conversation with so it never grew.
  • I used to play on pogo.com for 8 hrs a day. Spades and euchre.
  • I grew up liking moms’ 70s music and my generations’ 80s music, but my husband influenced me over the years so my favorites can range from Roberta Flacks’ First Time Ever I saw your face, to Scorpions Rock you like a Hurricane, to Kenny Roger’s Long Arm of the Law, to Posions’ Every Rose Has its’ Thorn, to Bette Midlers’ the Rose, to AC/DC, Metallica, Little River Band, Beatles, Barry White, Let the music Play, Donna Summer, the list is endless!
  • If ever I had a girl, I would’ve liked the name Caitlin or Jacqueline

end of week 25

Friday, March 20th, 2009

Yesterday’s water intake= 14.5 cups

Yesterday’s Exercise= 30 min elliptical and 60 min treadmill

Today’s weight= 282.8 (-.6 lbs)

This weeks’ weight gain= +.4 lbs

I almost forgot today was my new weekly weigh-in day.

FAT girl syndrome is kicking in as I consider taking a class. I’ve heard good things about Zumba, BodyCombat, BodyPump, and spin. I’ve been scoping out the aerobics rooms at the gyms nearby. Then yesterday, I was at a gym further from home and noticed that you could barely see into the room. I’m looking for that kind of ‘cover’. The other ones are wide open, big windows, and entertainment for those members doing cardio and have nothing better to look at. Or have a view to the public outside of the gym, and those sitting at the tables, taking a break. I’m nervous. Wondering if I can make it through an hour. Will there be another fat girl like me?  I can already see myself looking in from the outside and turning around to go the other way! But, I’m also pretty sure once I start going, I’ll find something I like and start feeling more comfortable and confident.

So who has tried these classes? Which do you like? What’s good for a newbie? Thanks for any advice and encouragement.

Time to try getting some new oomph going on this. Next week makes 26 weeks, that’s half a year, or 6 months, and I’m only down 30 lbs. I’d like to see a little bit more. It doesn’t have to be something huge, just something that’s a little more. I wanna get excited about it again. I think a class or two might help.

From the book, dietgirl by Shauna Reid

I’ve finally struck gold on the exercise front.

First up was BodyCombat..a martial-arts-inspired workout. I was dripping with sweat just from the warm up. But safely hidden in the back row, I was determined to carry on and not have a Fat Girl Freak-Out.

I muddled along at my own less than stellar pace, doing my best approximation of kicking and punching. I felt ridiculous at first, but when the instructor told us all to yell and scream and pretend to be wounding mortal enemies, I really got into it. Pretend violence and thumping techno music, what a winning combination! Finally after 55 minutes, we flopped to the floor for the abdominal workout and cool-down. My face was so red that the instructor asked if I was OK. I grinned and gave a feeble thumbs-up.

The next day I woke up in delicious agony, my back and shoulders screaming from all the hooks and uppercuts.

The class instructors are so inspiring. Out on the gym floor my concentration always wanders- I read magazines, scratch my butt, or get absorbed in an episode of Neighbours. But there’s no hiding in class, and the instructors keep you working for a whole hour.

I’m excited about exercise for the first time in my life. The classes marry my fanatical love of music with my profound laziness. All I have to do is show up and a nubile wench will cheer and scream and tell me exactly what to do. It’s fun and efficient. Best of all, I can lurk at the back of the class unnoticed and let the skinny girls hog the mirrors.

I’m a brat

Thursday, March 19th, 2009

Today’s Weight= 283.4 (-.2)

I think I can safely say the pain from Monday’s root canal is going away. I don’t like to say things too quickly, though, so hopefully that’s true! This is why I’m already thinking about canceling Aprils’ appointment. But, I won’t. I’ll just get this over with. Just one more to go and then the crowns get put on.  I think the reason it hurts long after its’ done is because it’s the four front teeth we’re working on. It seems to be more sensitive than past root canal work. How stupid I am for neglecting my teeth this way.

I should be able to get back to the gym today and stay on plan with food. It’s starting feel a little scary with so many days this month of being slightly sidestepped. How nice it would be to just do it right, regulalry, and see grand results.

A reply to sterlings’ teaching toddlers post

I am a toddler. In fact I am a brat. A short tempered, selfish little brat. I don’t hear well, and I choose to hear things often that I think I am hearing. I’m a mule. I need a kick in the butt and someone to tell me what to do!

Our boys are at that age where they love numbers, absorb information like a sponge, and I don’t know about yours but mine talks constantly and ask a couple hundred questions a day. If I applied that much into nutrition and exercise, I’d be a genius toddler!

Great post. A great way to look at it. I think the reason there’s so much resistance is because we have teach ourselves. It’s hard to do on your own because you don’t know where to start. There’s a ton of information everywhere, and while it’s all in English, it can be like a babble of many languages, so it becomes confusing. Which one is right? Where do I start!? Do I have the time? Well, I need to make the time. I have to learn everything. Wouldn’t it be great if school had required credits, like the 4 years of English and Math, we should have 4 years of Science and 4 years of Nutrition. Also some schools barely have any P.E. anymore.

Thanks for a great though provoking post. I guess it’s really up to me to learn what I need to know and teach my kids too.