Well…. Annie, thanks for giving me that push. I keep thinking about all of you very often. Somehow I have not managed to sit down and write.

Life is going on, as it must and as it does no matter what. Things are good in some ways. I am enjoying my new job. Getting to learn a lot. There is too much to do. The days and weeks and months are flashing by. I am exercising on and off. I have the gym membership yet. So do go there. But I am so tired.

I have been thinking of adoption lately. Getting a kid for a single parent is not easy. And after that it is still harder. Apart from the soceital hassles which are huge in a country like mine, the administrative hassles are enormous. I don’t have any clue if anything at all is possible without a father’s name - things like passports. Every step of life perhaps would need a lawyer or more. I need to have the strength and perseverence to fight it out everywhere. Maybe I will prevail eventually and I don’t know what that will achieve after all.

Anyways, that’s me - a bit exhausted and a lot confused. Lots of love and good wishes to you all. Take care. Be well.