You know what, the Friday I was saved by you guys. I was already feeling better, after I wrote the post. Then I thought of reading some of your old comments to cheer me up. I ended up reading an old post of mine (where I was b****y about R’s wife) and your comments there. That made me giggle. That put a spring on my step and my shoulders didn;t droop anymore. The day went very well afterwards. Oh, V did get hired. My inputs were there too and to all fairness there was nothing bad to say. The guy must be only a year older than me, but does he look old! Anyway, I am not worried any more. I will do my work well and we will see. He could be an ally too. One never knows.

I found the best seller “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne in my hand this weekend. I have read about 30 pages or so. I am still a skeptical about that good thoughts alone can change things. I mean I can buy it that if I have positive thoughts and visualizations, it would help me be better. But there was an example where a gay guy was being hassled at work. He practiced the positive thoughts for a while and all the hasslers either quit or got transferred. well, that was a little tough to take. I wish he could have just got stronger by his inner positivism and stood up to the hassling better. When the hasslers can’t bother you, they give up. Anyway, I figure that from when I was 4 yrs old or less, I have been daydreaming all the time. I can so easily conjure up good daydreams. If nothing else, I will be in a better mood. I will figure out solutions to problems. So going to try this positive thoughts thing for a while. Need to read up the rest of the book too.

Went to a fancy plush gym today. I liked it quite a lot. They have aerobics, spinning and power yoga classes.  I am thinking of joining next week. It was good to go there. It is going to be good fun to be active again. I used to get major highs from working out. Though this time it would need to be more intense and less lengthy. And then I am eating relatively better these days. All together I feel I can expect some steady weight loss once I sign up. 

Watched a few movies this weekend. Yesterday I watched about half of “Step Up”. It was playing on tv and I caught on about mid way. It was nice. Then I watched “27 Dresses” on DVD. It was quite cool and cute. I loved it. Then today again I took my mom to the nearby movie multiplex and we watched a hindi movie “luck by chance”. It was based on the hindi film industry. A very nice movie. Loved the lady protagonist. Could so identify with her.

A new week starts tomorrow. Of good eating, working and working out. 

Love to you all.