Positivity
I have got my hands on the Positivity CDs of Paul McKenna. They seem to be really good. I have listened to only the first two episodes twice before going to sleep. Already I am feeling so much better. I had been missing gym for so long. Today without any prior planning, I got up much earlier and went to gym. I am feeling happier and more enthusiastic about life. Ruby, Annie, please give it a try. He has a two CD pack for weight loss. I am going to get that next.
About my last post, I am planning to get into weight training once more. Then I am trying to go for a healthier choice almost all the time. I am not beating myself up when I slip. Because I am going to count all the time when I don’t slip. I will lose slowly this way but I will stay guiltlessly happy in the process. Even if I can make good food choices in an average of 50% per day, I am going to be happy. Also I am planning to have more protein in food and more walking and stairs etc in my non-exercising part of the day. I will do some and miss some. Even though I have gained back all the weight I had lost, I now eat fruits absolutely every day and in fact have managed to love fruit. A year back that was unimaginable. So with all my slow progress etc, I am sure by next year I would have incorporated more healthy habits in my life.
On the life front, more or less all is calm. I missed out a really good job interview call by not checking my mails regularly. I have applied now. But I am not sure if I will get a call now.
However I am going to start job hunting with more vigor.
Just the fact that I am moving out of here, has healed me much. Hopefully Mr. McKenna would do the rest.
Hope you all doing fabulously well. Love and good thoughts for you.

rubyjean said,
July 15, 2008 @ 8:39 pm
Ini, lovely thoughts! I will look up McKenna, thank-you-very-much! A dollop of positivity goes a very long way. I’m happy that you’re happy. HUGS, Rubes
anngirl said,
July 17, 2008 @ 12:40 am
good for you ini!
Wonderful
xo
round said,
July 18, 2008 @ 7:42 am
Sounds like you’re in a more hopeful place - and that’s really good to hear.
Congrats on getting to the gym, in the morning to boot!
Don’t worry about missing the job interview window of opportunity - if it is meant to be, it’ll work out, otherwise just know that the world had something else in store for you.
islandgrl said,
July 18, 2008 @ 8:33 am
Way to go ini. You are on the right road for sure