A better day
Had a much better day so far. Though again skipped gym. Looks like I can’t do all good in one day. Need to get there slowly. But have been much much more productive at work. I will be so happy if I can just do my work, work out and eat healthy. I won’t have time for anything else then. 
I can’t begin to say thanks to all of you. Ella, I agree with you completely. It IS more my ego than my heart. But I have too much of an ego. I know at the bottom of my heart, this has been good for me. It is just that I forget it at times. I guess I need to reorient my thinking and me. But you all make me feel so good and so confident about myself. I must be strong and brave to keep your faith. And I will. With so much love and support and good thoughts for me, I can’t do anything but be very happy.
Well, all excited about tomorrow’s trip. Though it has not stayed girls only. A few guys have joined in too, as part of couples. I am sure, I am going to have fun. Hopefully I would have some good pictures to share. I think I would blog again on Monday. The resort I am going to has a rustic environment (with no tv) and is near a huge river. Looking forward to it.
Love you all so so so much!
chel said,
January 4, 2008 @ 11:19 am
Good to hear you’ve had a better day. I, too, need to remember “Rome wasn’t built in a day”
Your trip sounds lovely. Have fun… relax… enjoy!
round said,
January 4, 2008 @ 6:13 pm
You had a Great Truth at the beginning of your post
“Looks like I can’t do all good in one day.”
That is true for ALL OF US, ALL THE TIME.
It’s so damn hard to drop the perfectionism, and yet it’s one of the keys to being happy in life.
yogaforchocolate said,
January 4, 2008 @ 11:12 pm
the trip sounds fabulous, have a great time! lots of happy thoughts your way
islandgrl said,
January 6, 2008 @ 8:09 am
I think we all have ego sweetie and nothing wrong with that
And you are right, we can’t do all good in one day, some times I am lucky if I can do any good in one day.
Enjoy your trip, we will be waiting to hear all about it
rubyjean said,
January 6, 2008 @ 8:31 pm
I hope you had such FUN on your trip. I am envious (in a good way).
Agree with everybody’s comments - such smart women! You cannot go wrong!
Love,
Ruby