song of the road

Yes. thank God it is friday! There is the movie date tomorrow. Though bad movie, maybe it will be okay still. I might buy a cover for my phone. May browse around a bit more. Why don’t I buy a fresh pair of jeans? Maybe I would do it! But I should lose weight soon and they it would go loose. Then I can wear it on days I feel bloated. let’s see.

I feel, the lunch with S on Sunday won’t work out. I have a sneaky feeling, he is feeling uncomfortable for some reason. Anyway, not going to do any pushing. I would have loved an hour’s conversation with him, without having to work out. But, it’s okay. I think I will read and maybe cook a bit.

I weighed 3 lbs extra today morning. So lost major turf on the weight loss challenge. However no use fretting. I did eat too much after dinner yesterday. Just couldn’t stop being restless. But good thing, I did not call up R. I am trying to read up on nutrition and be careful a bit more. Bought a small diary to keep note of food I eat. The people who are on the weightloss program in my gym and of course many others do that. Oh yeah, I am only trying to acheive general fitness officially.

Workout today was listless. though kept at it for about 2 hours due to S. But my mind was not fully in. So I kept doing badly. Chetaed on counts whenever S was not looking. bad behavior! S counted and told me I had said ‘irritating’, ‘tough’, ‘really tough’, ‘I want to go home’ at least 15 times. Anyways, still I think the ticker to count my cardio kms is paying off big time. I did 2.5 km even when I felt like stop walking every 30 secs. Planning to to gym tomorrow in the am and do some good amount of cardio. Hope I do.

Thank you everybody for the great support and love and encouragement. I am hanging in there. and well, for most part. Maybe I should look into the option of a new job, starting a week later. But then staying on had many benefits, plus I don’t want to run away. But staying also will complicate the getting over process much more. Let’s see how it goes.

Everyone have a great day and a very good weekend ahead. Love you all.