Subdued
I woke up not feeling good. Went to gym but couldn’t do my complete workout. Only did about an hour. Not good at all for my weight loss challenge. Need to gear up again. Hopefully will be back to track tomorrow. Sent an whiny sms to S. He will get me into action, I hope.
I have been a bit more blue today. I know however much I reason with myself, I will have up days and down days. I am trying not to connect everything to what could have been in my life. Still feel I am doing much better than earlier. I hope I don’t lose it too much one of these days and undo all the good work.
Ella’s news has brought on some sober thoughts too. I need to work hard to keep my health and my financial security.
Well.. that’s about it for today.
rubyjean said,
November 29, 2007 @ 9:38 am
Darliing….”only did about an hour” ? That is fantastic considering you are feeling blue. I am proud of you, you should be proud of you.
Working through the blues is hard, hard work, but you’re getting there. Think of all the wisdom and compassion you are gaining - and I just can’t get over that you still managed to go to the gym. So you’ll be wise, compassionate and slim and trim.
It’s going to be okay, you know.
Love,
RubyJean
soclose said,
November 29, 2007 @ 5:50 pm
The heart does not know “reason”, Iniya—-time, and only sweet time along with trying to keep positive (and, being human, you are going to slip) will get you there. Distance provides healing, and the wheel is slow in these matters.
anngirl said,
November 30, 2007 @ 3:04 am
Hang in there honey -
believe me it’ll take time but you will feel better - trust me - I’ve been through enough to know!
Take extra good care of yourself hon….
xo