October 17 - Trying to be regular
This picture of mine has been taken quite some time back. Just felt like posting it. I was about 75 kg then.
Ended up not going to gym today. I know - bad of me. Even got as far as changing into gym clothes but still couldn’t make myself go. I think it’s because I came back from work very late yesterday - around 11pm. Then had dinner and about 10 cherries as I was still feeling hungry. All the while reading a book. So slept around 12. Couldn’t get up at 5:45 am when the alarm went off. The other reason is since S is on leave and has gone home, my motivation is low. 
It should not be but it is.
I think I am still around 69 - at least as per my scales at home which aren’t the most reliable in the world. Anyway must must must get into gymming regularly again from tomorrow. I need to remember what I told myself - Gym is Non-Negotiable. It’s not as if it’s not fun too.
For some reason I feel extremely hungry these days. Maybe my blood sugar medication needs to be reduced. But if I don’t watch it, I would surely hit 70s again, after agonizing so long to get out of the 70s. Oh! how hungry I feel. It’s not as if I am eating any less too. I had never been particularly fond of anything sweet but nowadays after lunch and dinner, I feel I must eat something anything sweet. All bad news for me. I just hope my exercising would be able to cope with all my excesses.
Next month B is coming for a few days. It is going to be great fun. I have taken leave for a day too. Planning to cook something really good on the festival day.
On the other hand, one of our biggest festival is on from today. Planning to go to the festival ground and buy some lovely books for mom. I guess I won’t be able to stop myself from gorging on delicious food. however the good news is that I am a vegeterian and most of the available food would be non-vegeterian. 
Still it would all be good fun. May even go once more with a few guys from work.
Well, enough already on thinking about food. Must concentrate on work now. Hopefully I would be able to push off earlier today. Feeling still a little sleepy. Because it was not enough that I read a short novel before going to bed. I read 13 chapters of a Sara Paretsky novel before coming to office. I am crazy! Hope I would be able to not stay up late with that book again tonight. I must. No books today. only tepid tv for 30-40 minutes tonight.
