Rough week… May 8, 2013
Not loving this week. My kiddos at work are being SO, SO BAD! Today I screamed like a drill sergeant for a majority of the day! I NEVER do that! Plus, I have one student that refuses to work, so he has after school detention until all of the work I need for grades is complete.
Which means exercise is going to be very low this week. I have so wanted to binge, because that is what I do when I am stressed. I have been able to get away with just having a 200 - 300 extra calories a day, and not exercising, but in the next day or two, I am going to see a number that I was hoping NOT to revist…
I almost lol’ed… Who knew I would ever think that???
I am going to stay strong, do a few squats, sit ups, push ups, and pull ups, and call it a night.
Tomorrow, I will have a bit of free time at work, and I think I will force myself to go walk the track around the playground instead of staying inside. Try and center myself.
I sent an e-mail to Jillian Michaels from The Biggest Loser. I met her January 2008, and am hoping that she will remember me, take the time to respond, or maybe more. I feel that even though I am still losing and have not proven maintenance yet, that I can inspire other people to do the same. And the best way to reach people is through famous people! Prayers are appreciated!
I’m off to get some exercises in, and hopefully get to bed a bit early tonight… 8:45 pm is just too late for me anymore!