The last 2 weeks have been really hard. I chose to end my relationship of 8 years and my heart is killing me. Things were breaking down and when you aren’t communicating and you feel like you are in your relationship alone what else can you do? After the fact of course I feel guilty and want to take it back but I am trying to remind myself of how I arrived at this conclusion and how it wasn’t a rash decision. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with this man and raise our son together and maybe have more kids. To let that go has been heartbreaking. I think my body is responding to the stress. I have only lost 1lb in the last week and a half. I haven’t done the emotional eating that I normally would have done in the past. I am finding that in times of stress or anger I am doing the opposite… not eating enough.