happy new year! January 1, 2010
thank you for you kind comments. they help. Today I am feeling a little better than the last time I wrote. I am still stressed to the max, but I am at work now and I seem to function better at work. I think I have a new emotion every five minutes. One minute I want to work it out with my husband, and the other I want to strangle him. I am lonely, and want affection, but I dont think he deserves it, lol… I think the best way to put it is, I am confused! anyway, enouph about him….. Its a new year, and along with a new year, I need new focus. I need to focus on my weight, and health. I took about a month off, and now I need to get back to it. I will be able to function much better when I eat better and work out. so there is a half hr left of 2009, come midnight I am officially back on track. I haven’t weighed myself in about three weeks, so I will weigh myself, start counting calories, and start back at the gym tomorrow! I am looking forward to getting out of this slump. Im sure Ive gained weight over christmas, but I am going to try not to dwell on that. Not much I can do about it now. Just have to pick up the pieces and move on…. My new years resolution this year is to :
get to my goal weight! (hopefully by june)
continue to eat healthy
stop drinking so much coffee
focus more on my children, and spend more quality time with them
try not to stress about money
work out 4-5 times a week
Happy New Year everyone!
