thankful… May 25, 2009
thanks you guys :) sorry for the negative rambling post… you know how it is though. some days you just want to scream. and at least I have this blog to let out my emotions, LOL. a lot of people have mentioned this weekend at work, that I look like I’ve lost more weight. so I guess even if its not showing on the scale, i should be happy that it looks like I’ve lost weight. My sister told me the other day, that I need to just appreciate the weight I’ve lost and be happy NOW, and not wait to be happy when I get to goal. She is right, I really need to revel in my accomplishments and not get so down on myself just because the weight is coming off slower these days. I have come so far and have done something very few people have done. I need to be thankful to myself for the health, happiness, and confidence I have given myself! No pitty parties :D
well, work has been so busy this weekend and I haven’t been on here as much as I would have liked. we have ordered another computer charger and I am hoping it will be here soon. I may go crazy if its not. so, I will be back thursday for sure, but maybe sooner (hopefully). I promise to be a better blogger and be more of a support to you all when I get my computer back. ttyl
Your sister is right.. you have to celebrate every pound lost, every size you go down and all the new energy and strength you have now! You have so much to celebrate about the accomplishments that you have made in the last year. Go to that list you made and put a check mark beside all the new realities of your skinny life compared to your previous size. 100 lbs lost is a huge success! You’ve inspired so many people, including me.. and be patient.. you will get to your goal in a few short months.. it goes by so fast.
I’ve once said that we shouldn’t be allowed to write or go out in public while PRE TOM or TOM, we’re too irrational sometimes, and unpredictable, and very emotional. These things come up. We’re here for you!