why did i wait so long?

i guess this blog is about my journey with weight loss and getting healthy

May 22, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — hveeck @ 10:15 pm

can I just say, I HATE TOM!!  at least I hope that’s why the scale read two lbs heavier today than last week. I really hope this doesn’t mean that even though I work out like a maniac and eat right 99% of the time that I am still going to gain weight. wtf????   I mean, yeah I guess I could skip my twice a freaking month cheat meal….sure that would probably help the lbs come off, but dont I deserve a day or two a month to eat what ever comes to mind.  I just dont know anymore. I know it would be benificial to skip the cheat meals, but I just dont know if I could handle it. I mean, thats the only time I get to eat ice cream and cookies and all that fun stuff. I “need” my cheat days.  I just need it! I also need to lose 55 more lbs. so what to do?  I feel like my weight is coming off at a snails pace these days.  I am getting impatient and frustrated.  I feel like I am doing everything that I am suppose to do to lose weight, yet its just bouncing around 190, just teasing me. taunting me….saying “you’ll never get to your goal weight!”

 

3 Responses to “”

  1. twice Says:

    you will absolutely get to your goal weight!! Dont think for a second that you wont.

    I said the same exact thing tonight about TOM. I gained the same 2 pounds too lol Keep your cheat meals… you’ve earned them :)

  2. inkheartmeg Says:

    You’ve come this far with cheat treats right? I would think you should be able to continue your plan as you have all along. After all you lost 100 lbs. It’s probably a TOM thing. You might check a couple online calculators and be sure the calorie range you’re doing is right?

    Hang in there!

  3. paperskin Says:

    don’t worry that weight is water retention.. next week you’ll have a good loss :) you need the cheats to make this a sustainable life change.. so don’t give them up no matter what!

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