sterling? April 11, 2009
Ok, I just wanted to say, I am really really concerned about sterling. I hope every day that I get on here that she is going to post a new blog. ugh….. It just doesn’t seem right that she would have left and not said anything to anyone. I have a horrible feeling. I just wish someone knew how to get a hold of her to make sure she is ok. I really hope she comes back soon, if only to let us know she is alright. she was such an inspiration to me (and others). I learned something new from every post she wrote. I miss her, and pray she is ok. 
I have been at work, and very tempted with easter candy and cookies these last couple days. I am letting myself indulge tomorrow. Honestly I am looking forward to it, although dredding it at the same time. I just hope to god i can stay in some control and not get so full and sick that I regret letting myself eat the good stuff. Its been a long while since Ive “cheated” so, I have it coming. Just sort of scared I might go off the deep end. LOL keep me in your thoughts 
Im sure you all have the same temptations this time of year. UGH……
It’s very upsetting the way she has left. There was no indications of that possibilty coming along. If for some reason I was involved in some major accident, I would be telling my DH how to get onto my forums and let people know. In my mind, either something bad has happened or for some reason she felt the need to not be online anymore. I think I’m finally getting used to it. Only meaning that it doesn’t consume my mind all day anymore, but still I feel like something’s missing. I actually haven’t been blogging as much and part of me wonders if her disappearance has an effect on that. Strange how someone you don’t know can influence you so much. Heidi, I surely know she would’ve been here to congratulate you on the onederland post. I just can’t believe she’s missing so much… and for so long.
Yeah I’ve been pretty much consumed with sterling’s disappearance as well. It’s so disturbing - she came onto the w8challenge site and deleted herself from the standings table - but left no message anywhere of why! *Sigh* I just wanna know she’s okay.
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Good luck with that Easter candy - and Happy happy Easter!
Hmm, if sterling ever commented on any of your blogs, maybe you could get her personal email address and try to contact her that way.
When someone comments on my blog, their email address is listed in the email notice i get.
I hope you had a great Easter. Did you survive the candy?